10-02-2018, 11:30 PM
Day 85
I feel that my tipping level has come down. I can now tolerate mistakes by others or bad behavior by others more. In the past, if my wife irritated me it would take little time for me to blow off. Now I have not gotten angry with her even once in the past few days. Her behavior is the same.
Another improvement I noticed is that the wall I was facing seems to be crumbling. I feel that it is not strong as before. I am more aware of my limitations, fears and what ifs going in my mind. I am trying to think why I am afraid, why not move forward etc.
Lack of motivation is still there. On the positive side, I feel that whatever I am doing I am doing with more attention.
I feel that my tipping level has come down. I can now tolerate mistakes by others or bad behavior by others more. In the past, if my wife irritated me it would take little time for me to blow off. Now I have not gotten angry with her even once in the past few days. Her behavior is the same.
Another improvement I noticed is that the wall I was facing seems to be crumbling. I feel that it is not strong as before. I am more aware of my limitations, fears and what ifs going in my mind. I am trying to think why I am afraid, why not move forward etc.
Lack of motivation is still there. On the positive side, I feel that whatever I am doing I am doing with more attention.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
