09-01-2018, 07:24 PM
I went to my friend's house, and 3 of us played our normal game.
Near the end of our night, I ended up sharing about where I've felt afraid presently, and what stuck with me is that as I kept trying to point at other people, my family specifically, I could very easily point at myself too. As we spoke, it was pointed out that I am only mad at them since... they're not giving me what I want, and as long as they are my problem, I don't have to see I'm responsible for me, not them. I knew it was true.
Near the end of our night, I ended up sharing about where I've felt afraid presently, and what stuck with me is that as I kept trying to point at other people, my family specifically, I could very easily point at myself too. As we spoke, it was pointed out that I am only mad at them since... they're not giving me what I want, and as long as they are my problem, I don't have to see I'm responsible for me, not them. I knew it was true.
I want to be FREE!
