AM6 part 1

[JCasterlin]

Stage 1 day 2 - I chose to run AM6 out of my deep desire to grow and mature both mentally and emotionally in ways I have not achieved as of yet. It's entirely possible that turning 50 years old a couple of months back has something to do with that.I know a lot of it comes from knowing on an intellectual level that there have been situations in the past that if I possessed the maturity I would have handled them very differently. So instead of dwelling on the past I am determined to learn from my mistakes and not repeat them. Two of those things are how my social interactions in my personal and professional life have always been impacted by my insecurities. Doing and saying things that either alienated people or cost me possible opportunities. I'm not sure if AM6 deals with self sabotage but I would think that working on the issues that caused the self sabotage would go a long way towards eliminating it. The other is doing what needs to be done not just for myself but for those I am responsible for.I have read multiple times the thread defining an " Ascending Alpha" and I will not stop running AM6 until I have achieved that.

I can't say there has been much progress in two days but I know for a fact that if I go by the dreams I'm having it is definitely doing it's job