06-27-2018, 03:05 AM
Felt very confident today. There's still insecurities, fears, etc. I'm noticing them more and more. Little weird ones that were hidden are becoming conscious. Felt angry and weird yesterday. I'm either in two distinct moods; confident and social or self conscious, a little angry and just wanting to be away from people.
Good attention from females
Respect from certain men
Challenging stares from guys but its just effortless to return strong eye contact, don't need to try and perk myself up, just be honest,
Also a lot of guys today would break eye contact quickly and smile quite submissively, that kind of reaction from guys is new to me, blatant respect/recognition of status.
Moments of annoyance and frustration with certain things people do
Good attention from females
Respect from certain men
Challenging stares from guys but its just effortless to return strong eye contact, don't need to try and perk myself up, just be honest,
Also a lot of guys today would break eye contact quickly and smile quite submissively, that kind of reaction from guys is new to me, blatant respect/recognition of status.
Moments of annoyance and frustration with certain things people do
