06-23-2018, 09:45 PM
It's been a weird last few days. I'm gonna jot down things I've noticed
- Having the feeling like I don't know who I am anymore. I'm seeing how much of my identity was based in fear driven behaviour and attitudes. In the absence of fear, there is a sense of of emptiness and confusion, its hard to explain the feeling..
- Feeling annoyed by people in general. Just wanting to be by myself. Noticing lots of fake, shallow things.
- Definitely less fear every day, and less worried about other's opinions. This is liberating because resistance would usually cause me to become self conscious and fearful, but I'm noticing it bothers me less and less.
- Having the feeling like I don't know who I am anymore. I'm seeing how much of my identity was based in fear driven behaviour and attitudes. In the absence of fear, there is a sense of of emptiness and confusion, its hard to explain the feeling..
- Feeling annoyed by people in general. Just wanting to be by myself. Noticing lots of fake, shallow things.
- Definitely less fear every day, and less worried about other's opinions. This is liberating because resistance would usually cause me to become self conscious and fearful, but I'm noticing it bothers me less and less.
