03-13-2012, 05:42 PM
(03-12-2012, 09:04 PM)ohmygee Wrote: Don't quit. You'll agree with me once you're done the program. I know its SEX magnet but let go of sex should help things.
I’m not to sure about that one. When I completed AM, I had a huge drawback. I got worse than I was before starting the program in terms of confidence. It was like I had been on a drug all that time and when I stopped using the drug I crashed.
I was then completely off subs for about 2 months and during that period I tried to build myself up and regain my confidence – without the subs.
I had deep thoughts. I thought about who I really was and what my beliefs/rules were or should be. That really helped and I starting regaining my confidence again, I made progress.
The point is that I’ll be kicking myself if I end up like that again, after completing SM 2.0. Especially considering the fact that I was on the right path prior to SM. The reason I went ahead with SM 2.0 was that I had already invested so much in it (doing AM for 6 months), so I was kind of throwing good money after bad, at least that is the way I felt about it at the time.
