06-14-2018, 10:13 PM
Greetings to my fellow readers and subscribers of my MLS 5.5 journey.
Couple of updates. I am going to push through MLS for a tad bit longer. Meh, maybe about another 2 to 3 weeks more. Reason being is because I am very tight with money that I can't even buy the payment plan version of AM 6. Yeah I am that much broke right now.
I can't really report anything ground breaking with MLS but what I noticed today as far as social with people and strangers (not actually going up and talking with people) but those that I need to talk to whether on the phone or in person, I was I guess less fearful than I would be.
What does MLS have to do anything with being less fearful of people you have to interact with; I wasn't completely wiped away with fear of talking to people but I kinda kept my cool and talking, kinda being poised? relaxed and being comfortable socially with the typical business men that want to charge you an arm and a leg for their services and really dont give a fuck about you and may seem rude or fake but I just was having fun and being calm perhaps a glimmer of slight revelations of confidence, talking with these shitheads.
Even my brother in law that I hesitate to confront or speak up with, as he always will teach me wisdom and win a face off for the most part, and still he did again tonight too, I kind of interacted with him as well for something I didnt want to do and didnt blatantly tell him I didnt wanna do it but just gestured that I was not wanting to but still did which is fine; I am not on AM 6 or OF after all otherwise I would have dominated and hesitated in doing it. Point is I never even slightly gestured in my disinterest in doing it. Tonight I did that. Even offered him back what he was wanting me to wear.
People what does this even have to do with MLS seriously? Just some insight and out of the ordinary that happened today.
So I guess I will stick around with MLS for another 2 to 3 more weeks saving up money till I can afford AM 6.0
Couple of updates. I am going to push through MLS for a tad bit longer. Meh, maybe about another 2 to 3 weeks more. Reason being is because I am very tight with money that I can't even buy the payment plan version of AM 6. Yeah I am that much broke right now.
I can't really report anything ground breaking with MLS but what I noticed today as far as social with people and strangers (not actually going up and talking with people) but those that I need to talk to whether on the phone or in person, I was I guess less fearful than I would be.
What does MLS have to do anything with being less fearful of people you have to interact with; I wasn't completely wiped away with fear of talking to people but I kinda kept my cool and talking, kinda being poised? relaxed and being comfortable socially with the typical business men that want to charge you an arm and a leg for their services and really dont give a fuck about you and may seem rude or fake but I just was having fun and being calm perhaps a glimmer of slight revelations of confidence, talking with these shitheads.
Even my brother in law that I hesitate to confront or speak up with, as he always will teach me wisdom and win a face off for the most part, and still he did again tonight too, I kind of interacted with him as well for something I didnt want to do and didnt blatantly tell him I didnt wanna do it but just gestured that I was not wanting to but still did which is fine; I am not on AM 6 or OF after all otherwise I would have dominated and hesitated in doing it. Point is I never even slightly gestured in my disinterest in doing it. Tonight I did that. Even offered him back what he was wanting me to wear.
People what does this even have to do with MLS seriously? Just some insight and out of the ordinary that happened today.
So I guess I will stick around with MLS for another 2 to 3 more weeks saving up money till I can afford AM 6.0
Once the subconscious mind accepts an idea, it begins to execute it.
- Joseph Murphy
- Joseph Murphy
