06-02-2018, 11:06 PM
June 2018.
Update:
Near completion of Month 3.
Feeling defeated in my new business. I have no clients yet..
Thoughts of quitting my business and BASE have been present but I left it behind as impulses/an easy way out and instead I continue to move forward.
I felt more momentum and energy during Stage 1 than I do at this current stage, with many more creative ideas that had come through before. Maybe I’m blocking breakthroughs out of fear, I don’t know. At this point I admit I’ve been feeling hopeless and helpless, worried and anxious.
Trying not to stay in this victimhood mentality but it creeps up as I have a lot at stake with this journey. It’s affecting every aspect of my personal life /family/ self care/ simultaneous job I’m aiming to transition out of. I’m wondering if it’s a self sabotage and blocked from resistance that I’m not aware of.
Any words of advice would be really helpful.
Update:
Near completion of Month 3.
Feeling defeated in my new business. I have no clients yet..
Thoughts of quitting my business and BASE have been present but I left it behind as impulses/an easy way out and instead I continue to move forward.
I felt more momentum and energy during Stage 1 than I do at this current stage, with many more creative ideas that had come through before. Maybe I’m blocking breakthroughs out of fear, I don’t know. At this point I admit I’ve been feeling hopeless and helpless, worried and anxious.
Trying not to stay in this victimhood mentality but it creeps up as I have a lot at stake with this journey. It’s affecting every aspect of my personal life /family/ self care/ simultaneous job I’m aiming to transition out of. I’m wondering if it’s a self sabotage and blocked from resistance that I’m not aware of.
Any words of advice would be really helpful.
