MLS 5.5g

[subliminalsrcool]

Greetings to all. Thanks for posting and explaining Shannon.

So I had an epiphany today. My brother who is a genuine dick only reaches out to me when he needs something such as connecting to my mom on Skype (she is foreign so isnt techno savvy to do it herself) or if he needs something for his own selfish needs, he will connect with me for "favors".

Anyways, about that epiphany. I get so mad at him because he is so fake and pretends to be "unique" that after he snitched on me a couple of weeks ago about something I thought I could tell him and thought he could keep private, he goes on to spill the beans to my mom like a "tattle tail". So he texted me today asking about how he can talk to mom on Skype. I obviously answered his question but before I could i was thinking to go off on him and wanted to say something along the lines of "don't talk to me you ()*&)(*)#)(*)#*#*, you snitched on me you are a piece of S#!T!" but instead of resorting to that, I realized that I stayed polite with him and felt like I forgave him and the anger just melted away and then our history of being pals with each other is really slim to none and I just texted him "I just had an epiphany. I wanted to let you know that I have began to take responsibility for my life and actions"...since I know we arent really good siblings on the relationship side of things, I knew he wouldnt reply back to that but I thought Id let him know anyway. Remember he only msgs when he needs something from me. But for some reason I had to tell him that.



in fact I have been noticing that I have been more peaceful and argument-free from all of my relationships that I used to fuss over with:

1. my mom and I would always bitch and fight over stupid things, maybe things I had opinions to share about and my mom would start lecturing for what felt like hours on end and all of that has (what it seems) ceased to exist.

2. I usually would argue with my parents on our regular Sunday drives when we are all in the car and for the last 2 Sundays, no arguments what so ever.

3. My unwanted wife and I would have also bantering fights when I didnt agree with her about something or she didnt agree about something with me, I guess but now, no matter how much she tries to nag me or bug me about something, I diffuse that soon to be arguments before it is ignited in greater flames. Even today, she pissed me off and yes I did go off on her but I shifted to a calm peaceful guy and healed her rage and ended the fuss on good terms.

I don't really know what this has to do with MLS but maybe because of it it is doing something to me. I'd like to ask Shannon to chime in on this. Before MLS I would always have arguments with everyone I guess.

Another thing I noticed:

I have been feeling sensations (rare but occasionally it happens after MLS; never happened so often before doing the sub). I feel sensations in my forehead, (the 3rd eye, the pineal gland possibly) it is rare and frequent alike. It lasts for several seconds and then goes away. What is goin on over there??

But unfortunately my memory is still not exceptional yet, even though it was showing something, both short term and long term memory needs massive improvement so nothing to report on that front.

Until next time.