You sound a little like me Enoch. Believe me, the Alpha journey kicks butt and sucks eggs sometimes. Stage 1 for me was great, it felt more like a general self-confidence boosting stage. Stages 2 and 3 made me sad, angry, and depressed. Thankfully I was using a motivational sub at the time but it was still a hassle. The Alpha set basically rips you apart limb from limb and then rebuilds you with new hardware, new programming, new everything!
And I agree, the lack of commenting on these boards is quite sad. I see many journals getting few, if any replies or feedback except of course Shannon's journal for obvious reasons lol. Use this journal as a booster and as a reminder of where you came from. That's pretty much what I'm doing with mine. Good luck man and keep chugging!
And I agree, the lack of commenting on these boards is quite sad. I see many journals getting few, if any replies or feedback except of course Shannon's journal for obvious reasons lol. Use this journal as a booster and as a reminder of where you came from. That's pretty much what I'm doing with mine. Good luck man and keep chugging!
