UD - Short Term Test and Waiting for DMSI 3.2

[findingme]

Day 12: I started this day with the feeling that I should give up on women and focus on myself instead. I mean I have put that much energy and time on this topic with almost no return so these thoughts may be not that surprising. Anyway, just curious what the sub is doing here.

I'm running UD, I haven't run DMSI or SM, but I've had a long term goal (way before subs) of loving and accepting myself, not depending on others to supply that. As I've lived life, I've found it very difficult since my training is to do very opposite things--mentally, physically, and socially.

Your statement of giving up women I took on myself when I read it, as I've "depended" on women to do nothing less than validate my manliness. It just looks like I NEED them. And neediness sucks the life out of any relationship, any at all. Healthy women see it and run.

Thanks for being brave enough to make that statement. It took guts.