09-18-2017, 11:04 AM
So, I know I haven't posted anything in a long while, I have been working the entire summer as a skipper so I didn't have time to write at all, or go out or anything like that, because it's a 24/7 job, but now I'm back and this is worth writing.
I have been using A version for a month, and then went to B untill today.
This is about the same girl from my previous post, the one I suspect is the long range sniper. I have stopped dreaming about her. I visited the town where my family live and also she lives, and works at a bar where I go every day.
We used to chat on facebook half a year ago heavily, she would send me pics of herself in her underwear and say that she wil marry me and stuff like that, but when I visited 2 months after, I was a retard, got drunk and she told me that she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore, and went cold.
Coming back to the present time, I come to visit my family again, expecting nothing, go to the bar and the IOI's start bombarding me. Smileing, flirting, winking, touching my arm, gently scratching my neck from behind, giving me her coca cola smelling lipstick to smell it, and I was like OK, guess its back on.
The day after she was free and went out to the same bar, and everybody was drunk as hell, including both of us, we just said hello and then around 3 A.M. i see her crying like a baby, I emedietely go to her, something happened to her friend. Then i gently tapped the tip of her nose with the tip of my index finger (use this guys, its my signature move with women and it works like a charm everytime, they melt), she emedietely stopped crying, and I told her "Nothing in this world matters, not me, not everybody in this bar,nothing, except you and what you have in here is something special" while pointing to her chest touching it. She hugged me so hard for 10 minutes, I was never hugged like that in my life.
I tried to kiss her but she still wouldn't let me.
When i remembered the sentence in the morning, I was like where the fuck did this come from. Never said somthing like that in my life.
And here comes the retarded Max again and I sent her a drunk text after we left that I have never been more in love with someone than her. What a moron. When she woke up she replied "What am I supposed to reply to that?" I was like nothing has changed for me from the time we were chatting blah blah blah. She said she doesn't want to have anything with anyone, just meaning me ofcourse. Then I just said ok, just please stop winking at me and smileing at me and we're good.
Later that same day I go there again and shes working, just said hi and thats it. A little bit after that, some guy comes, apperently her ex boyfriend from a long time ago, white BMW from his parents, goes to her, she was smileing, they talked for 2 hours, it didn't bother me,I was really IDGAF and then my friend, who knows this guy, asks him does he want to take us to another bar in the town next door. Then she told us that her shift is over in half an hour and asked us can she come with us but we just need to stop at her house so she can change, we said ofcourse. It was around 3:00 AM then.
We went in his car, he was drunk btw, he was driving 180KM/h on village roads, showing off ofc, we went to the next bar, he was groping her the whole time, grabbing her ass, tits stuff like that, but she was just smileing and moving his hand away, but she wouldn't let him kiss her. She was looking at me often, just waiting for me to react, but I was IDGAF all the time( thank you Shannon).
Then she tought I said Fuck you, but i was talkng to my friend next to me and fuck you was in the story I was telling him. And then she attacked, how can you say that to me blah blah blah. Then I stopped her and said, first of all I would never say that to you, second do you even remember what I told you last night when you were crying, she didn't ofcourse, then I told her everything. She said that was very beautiful of you but it changes nothing between us. I said that I wasn't expecting it to change anything. And told her I didn't say Fuck you to her, but sorry anyway, just to finish the subject.
We went back to the car, the guy was showing off driving like a moron again, they dropped me off at my house first, got out said bye, they left, I was looking at them driving away and tought, this idiot is going to get laid tonight and yo're going to bed alone, amazing.
Ofcourse it's not certain did he bang her or not, but lets face it, he probably did.
That was 2 day ago, then I woke up this morning, tought about it and heavy anxiety stepped back through the door after a long while. I was thinkinig everything over and over just torturing myself for no reason and then it hit me, its time for you to go back to version A, you have a lot to clear out dude.
I started playing it and after a few minutes in, BOOM, I just felt this amazing relief in my stomach, and something like goosebumps or some simmilar bursts of electricity all over my body, and a tought came to my mind, dude if she is attracted to that sort of guys, you don't need that in your life, move on.
I didn't see her from then, but I'm curious about my reaction and hers when we see each other again, it will be soon no doubt.
So it's definetly a month or 2 or maybe more of version A for me and lets hope I'll be more lucky next time with some other girl.
If anybody even manages to read this long post, thank you, and I appreciete it. It's nice to get this off of my shoulders, and thank you Shannon again for building this amazing sub, if not for it i would be depressed for a few days for sure.
I have been using A version for a month, and then went to B untill today.
This is about the same girl from my previous post, the one I suspect is the long range sniper. I have stopped dreaming about her. I visited the town where my family live and also she lives, and works at a bar where I go every day.
We used to chat on facebook half a year ago heavily, she would send me pics of herself in her underwear and say that she wil marry me and stuff like that, but when I visited 2 months after, I was a retard, got drunk and she told me that she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore, and went cold.
Coming back to the present time, I come to visit my family again, expecting nothing, go to the bar and the IOI's start bombarding me. Smileing, flirting, winking, touching my arm, gently scratching my neck from behind, giving me her coca cola smelling lipstick to smell it, and I was like OK, guess its back on.
The day after she was free and went out to the same bar, and everybody was drunk as hell, including both of us, we just said hello and then around 3 A.M. i see her crying like a baby, I emedietely go to her, something happened to her friend. Then i gently tapped the tip of her nose with the tip of my index finger (use this guys, its my signature move with women and it works like a charm everytime, they melt), she emedietely stopped crying, and I told her "Nothing in this world matters, not me, not everybody in this bar,nothing, except you and what you have in here is something special" while pointing to her chest touching it. She hugged me so hard for 10 minutes, I was never hugged like that in my life.
I tried to kiss her but she still wouldn't let me.
When i remembered the sentence in the morning, I was like where the fuck did this come from. Never said somthing like that in my life.
And here comes the retarded Max again and I sent her a drunk text after we left that I have never been more in love with someone than her. What a moron. When she woke up she replied "What am I supposed to reply to that?" I was like nothing has changed for me from the time we were chatting blah blah blah. She said she doesn't want to have anything with anyone, just meaning me ofcourse. Then I just said ok, just please stop winking at me and smileing at me and we're good.
Later that same day I go there again and shes working, just said hi and thats it. A little bit after that, some guy comes, apperently her ex boyfriend from a long time ago, white BMW from his parents, goes to her, she was smileing, they talked for 2 hours, it didn't bother me,I was really IDGAF and then my friend, who knows this guy, asks him does he want to take us to another bar in the town next door. Then she told us that her shift is over in half an hour and asked us can she come with us but we just need to stop at her house so she can change, we said ofcourse. It was around 3:00 AM then.
We went in his car, he was drunk btw, he was driving 180KM/h on village roads, showing off ofc, we went to the next bar, he was groping her the whole time, grabbing her ass, tits stuff like that, but she was just smileing and moving his hand away, but she wouldn't let him kiss her. She was looking at me often, just waiting for me to react, but I was IDGAF all the time( thank you Shannon).
Then she tought I said Fuck you, but i was talkng to my friend next to me and fuck you was in the story I was telling him. And then she attacked, how can you say that to me blah blah blah. Then I stopped her and said, first of all I would never say that to you, second do you even remember what I told you last night when you were crying, she didn't ofcourse, then I told her everything. She said that was very beautiful of you but it changes nothing between us. I said that I wasn't expecting it to change anything. And told her I didn't say Fuck you to her, but sorry anyway, just to finish the subject.
We went back to the car, the guy was showing off driving like a moron again, they dropped me off at my house first, got out said bye, they left, I was looking at them driving away and tought, this idiot is going to get laid tonight and yo're going to bed alone, amazing.
Ofcourse it's not certain did he bang her or not, but lets face it, he probably did.
That was 2 day ago, then I woke up this morning, tought about it and heavy anxiety stepped back through the door after a long while. I was thinkinig everything over and over just torturing myself for no reason and then it hit me, its time for you to go back to version A, you have a lot to clear out dude.
I started playing it and after a few minutes in, BOOM, I just felt this amazing relief in my stomach, and something like goosebumps or some simmilar bursts of electricity all over my body, and a tought came to my mind, dude if she is attracted to that sort of guys, you don't need that in your life, move on.
I didn't see her from then, but I'm curious about my reaction and hers when we see each other again, it will be soon no doubt.
So it's definetly a month or 2 or maybe more of version A for me and lets hope I'll be more lucky next time with some other girl.
If anybody even manages to read this long post, thank you, and I appreciete it. It's nice to get this off of my shoulders, and thank you Shannon again for building this amazing sub, if not for it i would be depressed for a few days for sure.
