(01-22-2012, 03:39 AM)Shannon Wrote: Just a note here... DFNW will interfere with AM. Especially if this is your first run-through... because basically it is designed to push you into refusing to deal with certain things. The negativity is part of how the transformation process is accomplished in the early stages of AM. Frustration is good motivation to change. That said, it will be interesting to see how you do if you keep using DFNW.After reading your post I stopped listening to DFNW and felt frustrated already lol. But that's because of feeling this wanting to leave home and head out do my own thing, be a man of my own and I couldn't. I have to stay as I'm not capable on my own financially and I have responsibilities to fulfill, being first born sucks sometimes but I'd rather have this than leave and have my conscience consume me.
But... I'm guessing that that's why you can't see the results very obviously.
I re-read the instructions that came with AM2011, I MISSED the part where it says max of 10 hours listening to provide time for my brain to assimilate instructions! I used to listen to AM2011 from 9pm-7am then 10am-5pm. Is there such thing as subliminal overdose? lol. Adjusted it to 9pm-7am starting now. But I'm wondering, which of these subs can I use that wouldn't affect the way AM2011 works? Balance Your Brain Hemispheres, Learn French Faster, Socializing Is Just A Fun Game or Enhance Your Sense Of Humor.
21st Day of Alpha Male 2011 Stage 2
I noticed that people respond to me more. A couple of times I went to shop last week, cashiers will converse with me now than before they would just say hi, I would reply and a dead air would follow it. There was this cute red haired cashier that looked tired and I just uttered "Tired?", she explained herself about putting makeup in the backroom when she got bored standing and a good conversation followed while she's making me a frappe. Words just flowed, I didn't even think about what to say it just felt natural. I felt awesome afterwards, I think she liked me.
A lot of resistance came up, how I can't do things right, feeling irresponsible, impatient and I was easily irritated yesterday. Having a hard time keeping myself in check, uttering curse words while working due to irritation and frustration. I missed the girl I'm infatuated with too. I actually saw her a few times but didn't talk much with her. I ignore her and my feelings sometimes, I just don't want to go back to my previous state of misery. I still feel it from time to time how I messed myself up. The funny thing is that she's becoming more comfortable around me, it makes me horny at times but I don't want any more emotional attachment to her.
I miss Aura of Sexiness. I felt really motivated working out and looking at the mirror every chance I get while using it. and to mention the eye contact with women in hallways and everywhere else, It felt invigorating but now it seems the effects diminished.
