08-02-2017, 06:17 PM
So, it's been a long time since last post. The reason, there was much to report. After talking to Benjamin today, I realized there may be others going threw some of the same things I was. And, I could have been helping them though my experiences.
So, let's do a catch up since its been a good 4 months. Let's start with the alcohol front, it kicked back up again. So much so that I questioned to go back to AM6, but I believe that my subconscious trying to avoid the deep issues DMSI is working on. Now, I'm actively working on cutting back slowly which is going great.
The second front, I'd like to talk about is the alpha male side. In the past, I talked about being in an alpha tribe on a game called ark and feeling like the alpha. Well at this day I'm currently owner and leader of said tribe. Where up to 35 active members from 5 active members, and they all treat me with respect. I know it's only a video game but I getting great experience with problem solving, delegation, managing of others, negtiations, and many other real business owners go though.
The third is being more alpha in real world. I'm a lot more comfortable speaking my mind. Being alpha without trying, being confident, flirty without an end game. The more I write the more I'm realizing that DMSI is actually working. And, how much journaling helps you. To see some of the things you may not notice without reflecting on your day.
Last would be, I'm not in a carefree mood as much. A couple example are, I'm going back to school to upgrade my education in preparation for collage. I'm working activing on quiting/cuting back on alcohol. I started reading again, and I'm back into my health. Lastly I'm on vacation, instead of staying in drinking like years before, I'm going out into the world even if it's a little uncomfortable.
So, in conclusion I hope my journal we'll help though who think because your not getting girls yet. There still are changes happening under the surface you may not see. Don't give up, the changes are there if you look hard enough.
So, let's do a catch up since its been a good 4 months. Let's start with the alcohol front, it kicked back up again. So much so that I questioned to go back to AM6, but I believe that my subconscious trying to avoid the deep issues DMSI is working on. Now, I'm actively working on cutting back slowly which is going great.
The second front, I'd like to talk about is the alpha male side. In the past, I talked about being in an alpha tribe on a game called ark and feeling like the alpha. Well at this day I'm currently owner and leader of said tribe. Where up to 35 active members from 5 active members, and they all treat me with respect. I know it's only a video game but I getting great experience with problem solving, delegation, managing of others, negtiations, and many other real business owners go though.
The third is being more alpha in real world. I'm a lot more comfortable speaking my mind. Being alpha without trying, being confident, flirty without an end game. The more I write the more I'm realizing that DMSI is actually working. And, how much journaling helps you. To see some of the things you may not notice without reflecting on your day.
Last would be, I'm not in a carefree mood as much. A couple example are, I'm going back to school to upgrade my education in preparation for collage. I'm working activing on quiting/cuting back on alcohol. I started reading again, and I'm back into my health. Lastly I'm on vacation, instead of staying in drinking like years before, I'm going out into the world even if it's a little uncomfortable.
So, in conclusion I hope my journal we'll help though who think because your not getting girls yet. There still are changes happening under the surface you may not see. Don't give up, the changes are there if you look hard enough.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
