05-17-2017, 02:17 PM
Day 35 (B2) - Woke up with acne on my face. That is very out of the ordinary for me. Is DMSI turning me back into a teenager? Haha.
GF paraded around the house this morning in bra and panties. She usually only does this in the bedroom not throughout the house with open windows. Seems she is feeling better and trying to get my attention.
Still more crazy work stuff going on. There are 4 bosses at the highest similar level in the company I work. This is me, a female (J), owner (G) (on paper same level as other 3 but owner so obviously the highest boss), and G'day father in law who was the original owner. J came to me today and put her hand on my shoulder and said if I went to G about the work issues I've mentioned in previous posts she had my back 100%. It's crazy how before 2 weeks ago I didn't even know I was getting fucked out of production and now women are coming out of the woodwork to bring the issue to my attention, trying to solve the issue for me and pledging loyalty to my side.
Today I ran into a married female friend who I've never had any previous chemistry with at all. Shes a 7 but has a sexiness about her which makes her hotter than a typical 7. It brings her up to about an 8. She starts telling me about her problems. This is where I felt my first solid DMSI state change. I felt a little out of body. I wasn't even listening to what she was saying it was just some petty female stuff. I didn't say a word but put my arm around her shoulder without even thinking. She then turns into me and just embraces me. She bables on about petty shit while we are locked together with her head on my shoulder. After she finished talking she let go and we said goodbye like nothing happened. It obviously wasn't sex but she is sexy and holding a women I've never touched before out of the blue was way better than what I would have been doing otherwise. The best part is the way it ended there is no baggage. It won't be weird between us if we see each other and she is with her husband and I'm with my GF. Before DMSI if something like that happened it always seemed awkward after.
GF paraded around the house this morning in bra and panties. She usually only does this in the bedroom not throughout the house with open windows. Seems she is feeling better and trying to get my attention.
Still more crazy work stuff going on. There are 4 bosses at the highest similar level in the company I work. This is me, a female (J), owner (G) (on paper same level as other 3 but owner so obviously the highest boss), and G'day father in law who was the original owner. J came to me today and put her hand on my shoulder and said if I went to G about the work issues I've mentioned in previous posts she had my back 100%. It's crazy how before 2 weeks ago I didn't even know I was getting fucked out of production and now women are coming out of the woodwork to bring the issue to my attention, trying to solve the issue for me and pledging loyalty to my side.
Today I ran into a married female friend who I've never had any previous chemistry with at all. Shes a 7 but has a sexiness about her which makes her hotter than a typical 7. It brings her up to about an 8. She starts telling me about her problems. This is where I felt my first solid DMSI state change. I felt a little out of body. I wasn't even listening to what she was saying it was just some petty female stuff. I didn't say a word but put my arm around her shoulder without even thinking. She then turns into me and just embraces me. She bables on about petty shit while we are locked together with her head on my shoulder. After she finished talking she let go and we said goodbye like nothing happened. It obviously wasn't sex but she is sexy and holding a women I've never touched before out of the blue was way better than what I would have been doing otherwise. The best part is the way it ended there is no baggage. It won't be weird between us if we see each other and she is with her husband and I'm with my GF. Before DMSI if something like that happened it always seemed awkward after.
Grit