05-12-2017, 05:05 PM
Day 30 - Until today I have been chewing 2-3 pieces of nicotine gum (4mg) per day for the last 6 months because of a small superoxide burst it supplies which is helpful if one has a low redox potential (not enough negative charge in the body). Normally the nicotine gives me a significant uplift in mood and energy but after using the quantlet several days I instead feel anxious and jittery. The quantlet delivers energy (light/electrons) into the bloodstream. This must have improved my redox potential enough to where I no longer need the nicotine induced superoxide burst at complex I in the electron transport chain. Now that superoxide benefit is negated I am only experiencing the much better known adrenergic effects of nicotine. This epinephrine rush is no pleasant. As soon as I cut out the nicotine I felt like a rockstar. I have been 100% caffeine free for somewhere around a month and now nicotine free for 2 days. I haven't yet experienced strong DMSI state changes but I'm trying to do everything I can on my end to facilitate the sub.
GF couldn't have been nicer or fought for my attention more last night. She bought me dinner then new clothes. I never spent a dime even though I make at least 7x what she does. After we got home she took a shower and got into bed naked which is her way of propositioning sex. I obviously didn't decline. The only thing I can say is DMSI.
I'm due to start B side Sunday night but Monday is going to be a huge day for me business wise. Since I don't know how B will effect me I will either start it tomorrow or Monday night.
GF couldn't have been nicer or fought for my attention more last night. She bought me dinner then new clothes. I never spent a dime even though I make at least 7x what she does. After we got home she took a shower and got into bed naked which is her way of propositioning sex. I obviously didn't decline. The only thing I can say is DMSI.
I'm due to start B side Sunday night but Monday is going to be a huge day for me business wise. Since I don't know how B will effect me I will either start it tomorrow or Monday night.
Grit
