04-20-2017, 01:03 AM
Thanks, definitely, I've already gone back to LTU and immediately felt relief. What I'm hoping for now is that the clearing in MLS5.5g will help to deal with these continuing issues - unfortunately there is a self loathing/animosity which has lingered, and much as people tell me how awesome I can be I can't seem to get out of it with out support from something like LTU.
Sorry Shannon, shmucks like me need some super charged clearing and self esteem/forgiveness before being able to use things like MLS (at least 5g) to any good effect. I read something the other day that went along the lines of 'until you genuinely believe in your own worth, you'll always find a way to fail'. I think this fits well with me, if I could intellectually flip a switch and not have a baseline of self aversion I would.
Sorry Shannon, shmucks like me need some super charged clearing and self esteem/forgiveness before being able to use things like MLS (at least 5g) to any good effect. I read something the other day that went along the lines of 'until you genuinely believe in your own worth, you'll always find a way to fail'. I think this fits well with me, if I could intellectually flip a switch and not have a baseline of self aversion I would.
(04-19-2017, 03:06 PM)Jake2015 Wrote:(04-18-2017, 12:56 AM)Darwin Wrote: Man - since coming off LTU the depression and apathy has been steadily mounting. MLS is interesting and sparks the fun of learning but my core issues are still there - low self esteem, weak aura which means that other's energy and influence creep in.
Im still waiting to see results and success from E2, however I hope I can help with this suggestion which is that clearly you need to remove your inner turmoil to allow learning to occur more easily than it currently is.
Thus either get back onto LTU with a break from this MLS sub (which coincidentally has an error or few in it and was to be removed due to not working for many people myself included) or get onto E2 which is supposed to be far superior at removing inner issues.... however the speed won't be quick it will be whatever is needed for you but a thorough clean.
Hope I've helped
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.