That's some story, Lucius. It's amazing the garbage we can get stuck into our minds and how it festers and how much it guides and rules us.
I'm 7.25" and 6.1" myself. And still aggressively doing PE to increase it further as I was not born with this size at ALL. I was about 5" and 5" once upon a time. When I've hit my ideal size, I will go get laser hair removal as well in fact, pseudonyman. (Please don't ask about PE here, I don't want a derail on this important thread. I mention my size not as a humble brag, but as an indicator that I too suffer the same insecurity and the depths to which I've gone to remedy it.)
Both of your posts have shown me what I suspected. I've had inferiority/insecurity issues around my penis for awhile. Porn and a lack of real life experience, as well as jealousy and resentment over the perception of a group having a much larger penis than others has skewed my perspective. I have something that is apparently above average a tiny bit now in some circles, but I've had no experience with women to make use of it and I'm not even sure what condom is best for me. Not to mention, porn and it's PIED has ruined my erection quality and it's taking a long time to fix so I actually can have legit erections even capable of having sex. In fact, OED 5G I've considered running recently due to this issue, as if I can't get a proper erection, how can I end up having sex even if DMSI comes through for me? That's a bit OT though. Just wanted to show I have issues and insecurities too so it's more common than you think and that both of you are brave for talking about it.
Lucius, I've had issues with possible "molestation" stuff when very young, among all the other garbage I had to wade through. That no doubt coloured my view on sex, and on gays in particular as mine was an older male relative that is gay.
It takes a lot of courage to talk about these things, especially you pseudonyman. I respect both of you.
It's clear the clearing and healing is important. So important, that I think it may be best to just go back to Version A and forget about pining for stuff with girls for awhile, just heal and clear and detach more from "wanting it" at all. If I last a week on Version B, if it doesn't blow me away somehow like others have reported it can do, I will go back to Version A probably after the week is up.
Thank you both again for posting this...
I'm 7.25" and 6.1" myself. And still aggressively doing PE to increase it further as I was not born with this size at ALL. I was about 5" and 5" once upon a time. When I've hit my ideal size, I will go get laser hair removal as well in fact, pseudonyman. (Please don't ask about PE here, I don't want a derail on this important thread. I mention my size not as a humble brag, but as an indicator that I too suffer the same insecurity and the depths to which I've gone to remedy it.)
Both of your posts have shown me what I suspected. I've had inferiority/insecurity issues around my penis for awhile. Porn and a lack of real life experience, as well as jealousy and resentment over the perception of a group having a much larger penis than others has skewed my perspective. I have something that is apparently above average a tiny bit now in some circles, but I've had no experience with women to make use of it and I'm not even sure what condom is best for me. Not to mention, porn and it's PIED has ruined my erection quality and it's taking a long time to fix so I actually can have legit erections even capable of having sex. In fact, OED 5G I've considered running recently due to this issue, as if I can't get a proper erection, how can I end up having sex even if DMSI comes through for me? That's a bit OT though. Just wanted to show I have issues and insecurities too so it's more common than you think and that both of you are brave for talking about it.
Lucius, I've had issues with possible "molestation" stuff when very young, among all the other garbage I had to wade through. That no doubt coloured my view on sex, and on gays in particular as mine was an older male relative that is gay.
It takes a lot of courage to talk about these things, especially you pseudonyman. I respect both of you.
It's clear the clearing and healing is important. So important, that I think it may be best to just go back to Version A and forget about pining for stuff with girls for awhile, just heal and clear and detach more from "wanting it" at all. If I last a week on Version B, if it doesn't blow me away somehow like others have reported it can do, I will go back to Version A probably after the week is up.
Thank you both again for posting this...
