04-03-2017, 01:01 AM
So it's been two weeks since I started but due to travelling in between I missed 4 nights. Obviously not ideal for reporting back on progress but there you go.
Very little is different from the last time I tried in terms of the costs and benefits of this sub. Which at least gives me some assurance that it's the sub and my response to it which is driving these effects rather than any thing else like meditation, yoga, nootropics etc.
My fascination with various subjects is up massively , but I'm greedy and try to do too much at once again so the old adage of drilling for oil in multiple places applies, without taking time to go deep on one place I flit from place to place. When speaking to a tutor, he commented that he thought I might be psychic because he was asking me questions about data science and I was answering things exactly how he was thinking them, though for me i was just making sensible logical inferences - this demonstrates the cognitive impacts.
My thought process I noted became more efficient after MLS the first time, and then this died down a little Over LTU. Problem solving followed this syntax: what is the likely answer to a question or problem -> what is the supporting evidence->what is the counter evidence->is the hypotheses adequately defensible. This has started to pick up again now.
I don't see a huge amount of benefit on reporting back on this anymore. The limitations of this sub (or my limitations in executing the sub) are clear. I would describe them as my ability to decide between and pick and focus on one learning goal at a time in order to develop excellence at it, my ability to manage my energy in order to have sustained focus, my greediness with goals, a destruction of inhibitions about what I eat and when, this also goes with discipline with not smoking etc.
I'll continue to report if there is anything more - right now I feel like what would benefit me more than anything is the intense clearing that DMSI provides, so I'm hoping that MLS5.5g will clear a lot of the negativity and ego which currently screws me up.
Very little is different from the last time I tried in terms of the costs and benefits of this sub. Which at least gives me some assurance that it's the sub and my response to it which is driving these effects rather than any thing else like meditation, yoga, nootropics etc.
My fascination with various subjects is up massively , but I'm greedy and try to do too much at once again so the old adage of drilling for oil in multiple places applies, without taking time to go deep on one place I flit from place to place. When speaking to a tutor, he commented that he thought I might be psychic because he was asking me questions about data science and I was answering things exactly how he was thinking them, though for me i was just making sensible logical inferences - this demonstrates the cognitive impacts.
My thought process I noted became more efficient after MLS the first time, and then this died down a little Over LTU. Problem solving followed this syntax: what is the likely answer to a question or problem -> what is the supporting evidence->what is the counter evidence->is the hypotheses adequately defensible. This has started to pick up again now.
I don't see a huge amount of benefit on reporting back on this anymore. The limitations of this sub (or my limitations in executing the sub) are clear. I would describe them as my ability to decide between and pick and focus on one learning goal at a time in order to develop excellence at it, my ability to manage my energy in order to have sustained focus, my greediness with goals, a destruction of inhibitions about what I eat and when, this also goes with discipline with not smoking etc.
I'll continue to report if there is anything more - right now I feel like what would benefit me more than anything is the intense clearing that DMSI provides, so I'm hoping that MLS5.5g will clear a lot of the negativity and ego which currently screws me up.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
