3.1 DMSI: Change is Coming

[Dutchman610]

I was looking in the mirror today and relieved all my acne is gone. I believe it's been since start of 3.1 i've had no acne. I feel I would call self liking, I don't have have that internal dialogue of criticism as much.

So, tried the porn thing again today. I just couldn't get into it, was 30-1min of lets go than just faded off and lost interest/erection. I can remember not even a year ago spending my days off spending hours upon hours watching porn. Even my erotic audio don't work for me, i was thinking to myself while listening; I want to hear her moan in person because I'm the one who is causing it. It's getting me to the point where I'm going to have to go out and do something about if porn doesn't work anymore.

I had a few drinking today, but noticed since DMSI I don't consider myself an alcoholic anymore. Solely based on the fact before DMSI if lets say I ran out of my own alcohol I would either beg, steal, or cheat my way to get more.

So, even though I haven't had to much luck with the ladies yet. I love all the changes, and can't wait for the what's around the next corner.