almost done with stage 1
- Spending more time alone
- Connecting better with others
- Less affected by bullshit
- Strong Energy of positivity and leadership
- 28 Days of NoFap, and sober from weed and alcohol
- Taking my future, vision, career, very seriously, and some opportunities starting to open up, things seeming less bleak and more like I'm being supported by invisible forces
- Reading more again
- Waking up early
- Feeling like success is inevitable
- Feeling stronger in my own values and less sucked into other peoples
- Taking care of myself better, cooking, cleaning, etc
- Meditating at least 2 hours a day
- Women feel like less of a big deal (most of the time - when I'm around some ones I'm very attracted to I can still get needy)
- Women seem into me when I'm out and about, walking around or doing errands. Some women that I already knew are becoming more direct with me
I wanted to add weaknesses to this post, because the above does sound extraordinarily positive
-Still have shame, sexual shame, and shame of having kind of wasted the last few years. I went through some hard stuff and things are starting to get clear again.
-Often I'll want to talk to girls that are giving me the eyes, but I clam up
-People seem to have really strong reactions to me. Either smiles and a sort of magnetic pull, or angry glances, fear. etc. I'm not Alpha in the "tough guy" way, and I don't intend to be, but I have a strong energy that seems to get strong reactions either way. Aiming to make this more wholly positive.
-Socially even though I'm more comfortable being out and about, I still have trouble connecting to people I feel are different than me. I usually connect most by humor, but I'm not good at really making people I don't know well feel safe to express themselves. I'd like to improve this and be able to make people feel comfortable, show more genuine interest, etc. I've always kept a distance and want to come out of that.
This is the culmination of a lot of things, but I think the program has been a big part of this. Looking forward to stage 2
- Spending more time alone
- Connecting better with others
- Less affected by bullshit
- Strong Energy of positivity and leadership
- 28 Days of NoFap, and sober from weed and alcohol
- Taking my future, vision, career, very seriously, and some opportunities starting to open up, things seeming less bleak and more like I'm being supported by invisible forces
- Reading more again
- Waking up early
- Feeling like success is inevitable
- Feeling stronger in my own values and less sucked into other peoples
- Taking care of myself better, cooking, cleaning, etc
- Meditating at least 2 hours a day
- Women feel like less of a big deal (most of the time - when I'm around some ones I'm very attracted to I can still get needy)
- Women seem into me when I'm out and about, walking around or doing errands. Some women that I already knew are becoming more direct with me
I wanted to add weaknesses to this post, because the above does sound extraordinarily positive
-Still have shame, sexual shame, and shame of having kind of wasted the last few years. I went through some hard stuff and things are starting to get clear again.
-Often I'll want to talk to girls that are giving me the eyes, but I clam up
-People seem to have really strong reactions to me. Either smiles and a sort of magnetic pull, or angry glances, fear. etc. I'm not Alpha in the "tough guy" way, and I don't intend to be, but I have a strong energy that seems to get strong reactions either way. Aiming to make this more wholly positive.
-Socially even though I'm more comfortable being out and about, I still have trouble connecting to people I feel are different than me. I usually connect most by humor, but I'm not good at really making people I don't know well feel safe to express themselves. I'd like to improve this and be able to make people feel comfortable, show more genuine interest, etc. I've always kept a distance and want to come out of that.
This is the culmination of a lot of things, but I think the program has been a big part of this. Looking forward to stage 2
