02-26-2017, 02:21 AM
Day 5,
Today I felt way better overall. Yesterday my head was a mess because I did too much TRT and killed my estrogen levels way beyond what I should have so I was a zombie basically.
Today I was genuinely happy and enjoying myself at work.
Nothing particularly interesting but I met another waitress at the very end of my shift and we shook hands with strong eye contact and she said she liked my name.
She's very attractive and definitely my type.
I'm interested to see what happens next since there are so many women there and I'm extremely attracted to two of them and very attracted to allot more.
I couldn't be in a better setting for DMSI to work it's magic so let's pray that it affects me as strongly as it did in the past.
But that being said I'm going to stop posting journal reports unless something very significant happens. I don't want to focus on these woman because I'l be creating more neediness subconsciously.
Today I felt way better overall. Yesterday my head was a mess because I did too much TRT and killed my estrogen levels way beyond what I should have so I was a zombie basically.
Today I was genuinely happy and enjoying myself at work.
Nothing particularly interesting but I met another waitress at the very end of my shift and we shook hands with strong eye contact and she said she liked my name.
She's very attractive and definitely my type.
I'm interested to see what happens next since there are so many women there and I'm extremely attracted to two of them and very attracted to allot more.
I couldn't be in a better setting for DMSI to work it's magic so let's pray that it affects me as strongly as it did in the past.
But that being said I'm going to stop posting journal reports unless something very significant happens. I don't want to focus on these woman because I'l be creating more neediness subconsciously.
