01-28-2017, 02:08 PM
So, before i talk about some other incidents, today i want to talk about my overall progression and experiences while on DMSI 3.0.1 a so far:
Today I am on day 26.
In the first two weeks I didn´t saw many changes in my surroundings. Not many IOI´s and only slowly increasing of the amount and intensity of eye contacts.
But within the first days i felt something changing within myself.
I felt my selfconfidence rising and changing of my self-perception and had a very optimistic feeling that this will work.
Around 1,5 weeks after starting i had my first very intense eye lock with a pretty girl.
Overall i would say, that every 7 days around there is a jump in my progression and suddenly from one day to another, i get more contacts then before.
Also for me it is much easier to directly look in the eyes of a beautiful woman and hold the look until she looks aways. For me even this was impossible before DMSI.
And today i realised that I am not feeling anything anymore when I am doing this, only still a little bit with very stunning looking girls, but i think it´s only a matter of time to handle this...
So as you see, I am making little but persistent steps and I feel myself very well with it and for me it is totally ok if i progress slowly and perhaps achieve the goal only in some months (or can this thinking be one kind of resistance? ^^).
But I am very happy of the progression so far.
But there is also something that is a little bit weird to me.
I noticed that especially woman which are around with there boyfriends are staring at me. Some as if they had seen a ghost...
Is it possible that my subconcious mind tries to tell them that I might be sexually a better option then their boyfriends? And because of this, the aura is transmitting this information?
The next observation I made - as I had seen in other journals - that my demand to masturbate is getting significantly lower. Also I have no problem to watch a porn without the need to masturbate.
And this is really not normal for me.
In the last week i noticed severly times, that in any conversations I can speak much more fluently and more automatic. Therefore you have to know, that I am a very shy and introverted person and had big problems to speak especially with people who are foreign to me.
The last thing I detected so far is that I am at the moment affecting mostly more average looking girls (like 6-7 out of 10) and have effects on better looking girls verly rarerly at the moment.
I think I am climbing the ladder from th bottom to the top and making a progression. So I am confident, that this will change soon.
And I am still getting mostly only eye contact and more rarely i see a girls playing with their hairs directely to me.
So I guess there is much more room for progression ^^
So this is it for today
Today I am on day 26.
In the first two weeks I didn´t saw many changes in my surroundings. Not many IOI´s and only slowly increasing of the amount and intensity of eye contacts.
But within the first days i felt something changing within myself.
I felt my selfconfidence rising and changing of my self-perception and had a very optimistic feeling that this will work.
Around 1,5 weeks after starting i had my first very intense eye lock with a pretty girl.
Overall i would say, that every 7 days around there is a jump in my progression and suddenly from one day to another, i get more contacts then before.
Also for me it is much easier to directly look in the eyes of a beautiful woman and hold the look until she looks aways. For me even this was impossible before DMSI.
And today i realised that I am not feeling anything anymore when I am doing this, only still a little bit with very stunning looking girls, but i think it´s only a matter of time to handle this...
So as you see, I am making little but persistent steps and I feel myself very well with it and for me it is totally ok if i progress slowly and perhaps achieve the goal only in some months (or can this thinking be one kind of resistance? ^^).
But I am very happy of the progression so far.
But there is also something that is a little bit weird to me.
I noticed that especially woman which are around with there boyfriends are staring at me. Some as if they had seen a ghost...
Is it possible that my subconcious mind tries to tell them that I might be sexually a better option then their boyfriends? And because of this, the aura is transmitting this information?
The next observation I made - as I had seen in other journals - that my demand to masturbate is getting significantly lower. Also I have no problem to watch a porn without the need to masturbate.
And this is really not normal for me.
In the last week i noticed severly times, that in any conversations I can speak much more fluently and more automatic. Therefore you have to know, that I am a very shy and introverted person and had big problems to speak especially with people who are foreign to me.
The last thing I detected so far is that I am at the moment affecting mostly more average looking girls (like 6-7 out of 10) and have effects on better looking girls verly rarerly at the moment.
I think I am climbing the ladder from th bottom to the top and making a progression. So I am confident, that this will change soon.
And I am still getting mostly only eye contact and more rarely i see a girls playing with their hairs directely to me.
So I guess there is much more room for progression ^^
So this is it for today
