DMSI v3.0.1a (Hunk's Log)

[Shannon]

-Almost complete loss of libido
-Quite negative in my outlook
-Went for a walk around the neighbourhoods that I've lived in for past few years. They all reminded me of different things. The common theme was the girls I'd been with and any significant events.

Nothing positive though. It's funny how some places trigger years old memories. While all this was happening, I was thinking to myself: "Oh my God! more healing? More than a month of running 3.0.1a and still stuff coming up?"

Had also been thinking about life and death. That I'm ageing and people around are ageing. The place is ageing. How people tend to move on the latest and the greatest hangouts/buildings etc. and the old ones are left largely neglected.

A thought crossed my mind: that the next girl I choose will be for her inner qualities, her company and the way she'd be able to make me feel rather than her looks/body and sex! WTF!!

Very sad today. Feeling lonely! Was almost teary eyed.

@Shannon: I have a feeling that my healing/clearing has just started now (I hadn't experienced this kind of a flashback on my life and the girls I'd been with in the past in last decade or so, since I started with DMSI in September). Do you recommend taking a 21 day break in anticipation of v3.1a or should I continue with v3.0.1a until v3.1 is released?

All things are cyclical by nature. To each, it's season. There are arguments for and against continuing, but I think you may find that it would be doubly helpful if you took a break. This will give you time to do that internal work without active effort (listening) and be rested and fresh for the next cycle of healing (3.1-A).