01-06-2017, 10:24 AM
Day 29 (Day 8 after the 4-5 day break I had to make to get over the flu)
Okay, here goes another list of less-than-random observations:
- First, my preferences for physical attractiveness change constantly. The moment I meet a girl and feel some attraction, I can usually be sure that it will be gone in 7 days or less.
- The only sure exception to this is the INFJ politician where the attraction is way deeper for me. On the surface she would probably be rated ~6-6.5 by most people, but that's not where I perceive her. I find it fascinating that my attraction for her has not been subject to change since I started DMSI. New elections are coming some time in April (this time for parliament members) and I'll be helping a lot, so I expect to see her more often. I'm done waiting and I'll be patiently, but steadily moving toward the kill once we start preparing for the campaign. (provided my taste doesn't change again)
- Work is great, I'm enjoying myself a lot. I had enough on my plate in these last two weeks, especially considering all the holidays and the flu I went through.
- New neighbors in the apartment adjacent to mine. After me and the owner discovered there was a human trafficking ring in the apartment in question, we locked them out of it by force, lol. The owner thought she was renting it out to a nice couple with a small child. Anyway... My intuition was telling me the new tenants would be female and now I can say at least one of them is. Judging by the way she talks, she either has a cuck boyfriend or a female flatmate. Hoping for the second scenario, because I don't enjoy getting people to cheat... and because I can't wait to try DMSI's non-compete module. Haven't seen any of my new neighbors in person yet, just overheard a voice through the wall a few times.
- I'm still on A, I'm still healing, but it seems like my extroversion has gained a lot of ground the last few days. Either it's compensating for the massively introverted period while I was getting over the flu... or I'm getting a tiny bit closer to full-on hunting mode. Funny thing is... I can break through to "extrovert mode" just by intending to do so... and then I feel great. If I don't though... I can be introverted for days. Not sure what's healing and what's laziness anymore. If you could call passionately working on your business "laziness"...
- I've had some rage the last few days, Shannon's observation about a possible source resonated with me. I started catching myself raging toward similar kinds of stimuli and the rage diminished greatly.
All in all, I'm happy with version "A". Might switch to "B" at some point just to let some of the healing bloom and get a reference for what "B" is about.
Okay, here goes another list of less-than-random observations:
- First, my preferences for physical attractiveness change constantly. The moment I meet a girl and feel some attraction, I can usually be sure that it will be gone in 7 days or less.
- The only sure exception to this is the INFJ politician where the attraction is way deeper for me. On the surface she would probably be rated ~6-6.5 by most people, but that's not where I perceive her. I find it fascinating that my attraction for her has not been subject to change since I started DMSI. New elections are coming some time in April (this time for parliament members) and I'll be helping a lot, so I expect to see her more often. I'm done waiting and I'll be patiently, but steadily moving toward the kill once we start preparing for the campaign. (provided my taste doesn't change again)
- Work is great, I'm enjoying myself a lot. I had enough on my plate in these last two weeks, especially considering all the holidays and the flu I went through.
- New neighbors in the apartment adjacent to mine. After me and the owner discovered there was a human trafficking ring in the apartment in question, we locked them out of it by force, lol. The owner thought she was renting it out to a nice couple with a small child. Anyway... My intuition was telling me the new tenants would be female and now I can say at least one of them is. Judging by the way she talks, she either has a cuck boyfriend or a female flatmate. Hoping for the second scenario, because I don't enjoy getting people to cheat... and because I can't wait to try DMSI's non-compete module.
Haven't seen any of my new neighbors in person yet, just overheard a voice through the wall a few times.- I'm still on A, I'm still healing, but it seems like my extroversion has gained a lot of ground the last few days. Either it's compensating for the massively introverted period while I was getting over the flu... or I'm getting a tiny bit closer to full-on hunting mode. Funny thing is... I can break through to "extrovert mode" just by intending to do so... and then I feel great. If I don't though... I can be introverted for days. Not sure what's healing and what's laziness anymore. If you could call passionately working on your business "laziness"...
- I've had some rage the last few days, Shannon's observation about a possible source resonated with me. I started catching myself raging toward similar kinds of stimuli and the rage diminished greatly.
All in all, I'm happy with version "A". Might switch to "B" at some point just to let some of the healing bloom and get a reference for what "B" is about.
