12-09-2016, 09:32 AM
Day 8
I'm noticing my attention is being drawn inward. That's something even E2 didn't do, even though it's primarily a healing sub. For someone extroverted such as I am, this is definitely noteworthy. The best way to describe that feeling inside is "home". Fascinating.
Most girls I meet I can't manage to feel a real attraction for. That pleasant feeling inside is way more attractive to me at the moment than the energy that most girls embody. Therefore I'm not sure if the aura is kicking in and I don't even care to pay attention.
There is one possible manifestation that IS attractive to me. A female politician from my party whom I've found attractive for the last year or so... and whom I only got the chance to meet in person a few days ago. Very sensitive, intelligent, idealistic - dead ringer for an INFJ.
She was the only other person in the room while I had an argument with my "boss" within the political party. She giggled like a little schoolgirl at least a few times while I was making my arguments and only at my arguments. (in a conversation that didn't last more than 10 min)
I only said hello/goodbye to her and didn't get her number. Figured I'll meet her again in a more comfortable setting anyway one way or another... likely the abundance mindset/DGAF in play.
I'm noticing my attention is being drawn inward. That's something even E2 didn't do, even though it's primarily a healing sub. For someone extroverted such as I am, this is definitely noteworthy. The best way to describe that feeling inside is "home". Fascinating.
Most girls I meet I can't manage to feel a real attraction for. That pleasant feeling inside is way more attractive to me at the moment than the energy that most girls embody. Therefore I'm not sure if the aura is kicking in and I don't even care to pay attention.
There is one possible manifestation that IS attractive to me. A female politician from my party whom I've found attractive for the last year or so... and whom I only got the chance to meet in person a few days ago. Very sensitive, intelligent, idealistic - dead ringer for an INFJ.
She was the only other person in the room while I had an argument with my "boss" within the political party. She giggled like a little schoolgirl at least a few times while I was making my arguments and only at my arguments. (in a conversation that didn't last more than 10 min)
I only said hello/goodbye to her and didn't get her number. Figured I'll meet her again in a more comfortable setting anyway one way or another... likely the abundance mindset/DGAF in play.
