12-06-2016, 06:38 PM
(12-06-2016, 06:25 PM)Shannon Wrote:(12-06-2016, 05:40 PM)Duke.Togo Wrote: Day 5
Currently listening to: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=71VRlAFLLFc
Alright, today was interesting. Today I had a real run of what DMSI can do.
For the last few days I have been alternating between running 2 to 3 loops of the hybrid TS at night. I am finally physically adjusted to running three loops without collapsing.
But today something happened, something I never felt in any version of DMSI before.
On the train ride home I had my headphones on and was listening to music when suddenly I felt it. Something washed over my entire body. I'm not sure if this is the euphoria that everyone keeps writing about, but I felt it all over me. It was so strong of a feeling I had to close my eyes.
And then the next thing kicked in. I started to imagine this woman I see on the train rather frequently who I found very attractive. Except in my almost high state, I started running through these progressively more sexual scenarios.
It's like I had a porn movie running through my head, but it was all in my first person perspective, like I was doing it. And it kept running over and over again.
Then it switched to the friend of mine that I had drinks with a few weeks back. That was even more intense. And absolutely vivid.
This went on for an hour.
Just to clarify also, I am running the A version and not the B.
Anyway, it was intense. I have never felt anything like this before. I'm still trying to process what happened to me.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this?
Welcome to auto-training... at least that's what it sounds like.
That's what I thought it might be, but it triggered so quickly. I've only been on the sub for 5 days!
It was intense Shannon. And it felt insane. I can't even describe what happened. I have never experienced anything that felt like that before. Especially with that much intensity.
