11-19-2016, 03:21 PM
Day 9 (Friday)
My best bro came over with his new girl (he's come from India, so he's parents are on his case to get married). From, the get go I was my normal charming self. I did the normal shit test, since he's looking for a wife. He pulled me away at one point, to tell me not to tell her about the other girls (I just told who you think I am?). The night went well I was more confident than in the past.
I went to bed a little late, had a dream about me with my bro. He said he wanted to fuck this one girl on are trip. I set it up where they were going to be in the same room. I was in room sharing a bed with another girl. In the middle of the night she started to touch my hand in the night. Next, thing I know she was telling me to get nude because she was. I kind of felt like how can she be into me(put I felt like the dream was working on that feeling because as it went on, I felt deserving of her attracition) A flash her in a store deepthroating a dildo, well looking at me saying this is your dick. Next thing I know all three of the girls (inculding the one I set my bro up with) took me to the beach for a foursome.
So, to me this seem like DMSI is still working without the loops. And, it's working on through my resistance.
My best bro came over with his new girl (he's come from India, so he's parents are on his case to get married). From, the get go I was my normal charming self. I did the normal shit test, since he's looking for a wife. He pulled me away at one point, to tell me not to tell her about the other girls (I just told who you think I am?). The night went well I was more confident than in the past.
I went to bed a little late, had a dream about me with my bro. He said he wanted to fuck this one girl on are trip. I set it up where they were going to be in the same room. I was in room sharing a bed with another girl. In the middle of the night she started to touch my hand in the night. Next, thing I know she was telling me to get nude because she was. I kind of felt like how can she be into me(put I felt like the dream was working on that feeling because as it went on, I felt deserving of her attracition) A flash her in a store deepthroating a dildo, well looking at me saying this is your dick. Next thing I know all three of the girls (inculding the one I set my bro up with) took me to the beach for a foursome.
So, to me this seem like DMSI is still working without the loops. And, it's working on through my resistance.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
