09-06-2011, 07:52 AM
Stage 1 / Day 27
Almost done Stage 1... Iam seeing incredible Results on my Standards and i feel like my missing-Key-Affirmations are internalizing more and more effortless and easly without any Resistance...
After a few ONS and F*ckbuddys i came to the point where i said to myself: I dont want to do this Sh*t anymore.. It's boring.. It was like: "Meeting - Talking - Fuc*ing".. Mostly it was ALL about having Sex... There was no "Fun" involved such as going out to the Club, going to Cinema.... put in whatever you want..
I understood that i could have all of them, but i didnt even understand that, without fun they all seem to becoming unattractive.... It was all about her physical Body... Even if she was boring like hell, i just hooked up with her..
Yesterday i realized the point that it's NOT about just sex.. Iam a high valuable guy, and iam f*king every women that looks hot, but did she got more to offer me?... Noone of them could offer me more... So why did i had sex with them?.. I dont know by myself.. Maybe it was the missing-experience in my early Age's that took me to that point..
Anyways, great experience on that Way... So, iam not going to be an "easy-catch" for women from these Day on.. I just deleted every single Contact on my Cellphone that was just there to have Sex with time to time... Sorry Girls ; )
Keep on rocking..
Almost done Stage 1... Iam seeing incredible Results on my Standards and i feel like my missing-Key-Affirmations are internalizing more and more effortless and easly without any Resistance...
After a few ONS and F*ckbuddys i came to the point where i said to myself: I dont want to do this Sh*t anymore.. It's boring.. It was like: "Meeting - Talking - Fuc*ing".. Mostly it was ALL about having Sex... There was no "Fun" involved such as going out to the Club, going to Cinema.... put in whatever you want..
I understood that i could have all of them, but i didnt even understand that, without fun they all seem to becoming unattractive.... It was all about her physical Body... Even if she was boring like hell, i just hooked up with her..
Yesterday i realized the point that it's NOT about just sex.. Iam a high valuable guy, and iam f*king every women that looks hot, but did she got more to offer me?... Noone of them could offer me more... So why did i had sex with them?.. I dont know by myself.. Maybe it was the missing-experience in my early Age's that took me to that point..
Anyways, great experience on that Way... So, iam not going to be an "easy-catch" for women from these Day on.. I just deleted every single Contact on my Cellphone that was just there to have Sex with time to time... Sorry Girls ; )
Keep on rocking..
