I've been resisting the program quite a bit in the past week that I didn't listen to it Thursday-Sunday. I also had stuff to do and went way too hard this weekend(got about 5 hours of sleep Friday-Sunday)to where I still felt like shit this morning. I had awful anxiety in my first class that I haven't had, since I was a freshman in high school and just generally felt like crap. Once, I got home I listened to one loop and actually felt pretty good after that. I was really feeling the Aura.
So, after that loop,I had an appointment with an adviser today and omw to class I had at least 10 people look over at me longer than I was used to and I had 3 different girls lock eyes with me and smile omw to my appointment, which has happened, but they usually also look away or down a lot so I'm sure I wasn't a ghost today!
I felt super energized from the aura and I'd hold eye contact with whoever I passed by, which isn't ever a problem for me, but this felt so smooth like I had already met all these people. I also noticed everyone in their cars kept looking at their window and staring at me on my walk to school. I don't know if that's just coincidence or not.
The adviser was a good looking lady in her 30's, I'm 19 so I doubt she was interested in me, but she kept complimenting me and we had a good conversation. She even said I was the friendliest person she's seen all day. On this sub, I've had almost no motivation to talk to hardly anybody, except for close friends, but talking to her was effortless and I'm about positive that it was the autopilot. I really was enjoying talking to her and felt so dialed in to everything she was saying. I even chatted to the lady at the help desk as I was leaving cause I was in such a good mood.
Lastly, there were also these two chicks in the waiting room, who initiated conversation with me, which never happens. They weren't very pretty, but I appreciated not having to initiate. I really didn't expect any results today, but they were pretty good considering how bad I was feeling this morning. I got a haircut scheduled today. I'll probably go with an undercut, since I like it and I haven't got a new haircut in at least 2 years. I don't think I'll see anything special there, since it's my friends mom that cuts it.
So, after that loop,I had an appointment with an adviser today and omw to class I had at least 10 people look over at me longer than I was used to and I had 3 different girls lock eyes with me and smile omw to my appointment, which has happened, but they usually also look away or down a lot so I'm sure I wasn't a ghost today!
I felt super energized from the aura and I'd hold eye contact with whoever I passed by, which isn't ever a problem for me, but this felt so smooth like I had already met all these people. I also noticed everyone in their cars kept looking at their window and staring at me on my walk to school. I don't know if that's just coincidence or not.
The adviser was a good looking lady in her 30's, I'm 19 so I doubt she was interested in me, but she kept complimenting me and we had a good conversation. She even said I was the friendliest person she's seen all day. On this sub, I've had almost no motivation to talk to hardly anybody, except for close friends, but talking to her was effortless and I'm about positive that it was the autopilot. I really was enjoying talking to her and felt so dialed in to everything she was saying. I even chatted to the lady at the help desk as I was leaving cause I was in such a good mood.
Lastly, there were also these two chicks in the waiting room, who initiated conversation with me, which never happens. They weren't very pretty, but I appreciated not having to initiate. I really didn't expect any results today, but they were pretty good considering how bad I was feeling this morning. I got a haircut scheduled today. I'll probably go with an undercut, since I like it and I haven't got a new haircut in at least 2 years. I don't think I'll see anything special there, since it's my friends mom that cuts it.
