09-26-2016, 11:30 AM
Soooo tired I only got four and a half hours of sleep last night. I had a weird dream where it was World War 3 and the enemy had Transgender soldiers mixed with terrorists lol it was weird. Needless to say I woke up feeling pretty crappy and anxious, but the feeling went away after I listened to a loop and I felt ok just tired. I went to school and got more looks and attention today than I have most days. Several girls were checking me out and I keep getting sexual thoughts run through my mind. This one girl I found so attractive and I was legit thinking about just talking to her for a few minutes and then cutting straight to the point and asking her to come back to my apartment to fuck. This probably would of ended badly, because that's not how it works, but I thought I should mention it. I did sense some strong attraction from her and I think I should at least approach her next time I see her. It's just crazy how much I'm thinking about sex today. I can't get it off my mind. This is a positive in my opinion and I don't even have the urge to jerk off. I only want sex.
