07-08-2016, 10:37 PM
So last night when I posted that. 10 minutes later I watched porn for the first time in 2 years. Yep broke my record. I mean I fap 2-3 times a month but never used porn to achieve it. It's easy for us premature ejaculators to cum haha.
Anyways besides that. Today I had a teen double look at me and one other girl smile at me when she caught me looking at her. These could be normal but they don't happen often. I read one journal here that said something along the lines of feeling exhausted but not knowing you are exhausted during the day. That's true to me because I didn't know my mind and body was exhausted until I got home, layed in bed and finally exhaustion kicked in. Kicked in so hard I fell asleep. Someone just called me now so I woke up after 2 hours but i still feel exhausted. Like mentally especially.
Anyways besides that. Today I had a teen double look at me and one other girl smile at me when she caught me looking at her. These could be normal but they don't happen often. I read one journal here that said something along the lines of feeling exhausted but not knowing you are exhausted during the day. That's true to me because I didn't know my mind and body was exhausted until I got home, layed in bed and finally exhaustion kicked in. Kicked in so hard I fell asleep. Someone just called me now so I woke up after 2 hours but i still feel exhausted. Like mentally especially.
