Day 9 and 10....Went to a party which delayed my posts, but still keeping up with my MSS journey.
I have been extroverted my entire life, so when I say that I am not an extrovert on steroids might be an understatement.
Becoming more extroverted is a line in the sub...I just checked because I didn't really pay attention to that the first time I scanned the actual text of the sub.
I was on fire at the party and had every one laughing so hard that many said that I was so charismatic (also a line in the sub) and had the best sense of humor of anyone at the party.
Full disclosure: I have accomplished stuff like this before, but never as easy as it came to me...It's like I'm in the zone with no off days....
No more being tired....No more wanting to eat more...Head doesn't feel funny now when I listen....Just routine.
Here is something that I can't quite explain...When I talk to people, I see dilated pupils like the deer in the headlights I get from pheromones....but I haven't been wearing pheromones.
Speaking with a lady at a hotel counter, she gave me free stuff....went out of her way to help me...The same went for every member of the staff that I interacted with. It's F'in trippy.
Stranger Interactions have been really, really hard to explain....so positive. My confidence level has been sky high.
If I had to explain this to someone it would be like this....It's like a new work out, but for your mind. You are sore the first few days as your body adjusts to a new way of training and then there is no pain....You do something physically or mentally that surprises you and it fires you up to keep going.
You become the self licking ice cream cone. Now I will say one thing that surprises me and it is not exactly great....My sex drive has been non-existent. I forced myself to masturbate just to make sure that things were still working....I'm good there....but I feel like a zen monk when I'm not talking...
I was so concerned about my lack of arousal that I did buy and try one of the "Eros" products. The first one that Shannon mentions doesn't affect other programs. Felt something in the middle and back of my head, but I only tried that for an hour while watching a movie with the wife. I didn't feel stimulated, but she did....I told her that I was playing a sub, but didn't say I had a new one.
I have been extroverted my entire life, so when I say that I am not an extrovert on steroids might be an understatement.
Becoming more extroverted is a line in the sub...I just checked because I didn't really pay attention to that the first time I scanned the actual text of the sub.
I was on fire at the party and had every one laughing so hard that many said that I was so charismatic (also a line in the sub) and had the best sense of humor of anyone at the party.
Full disclosure: I have accomplished stuff like this before, but never as easy as it came to me...It's like I'm in the zone with no off days....
No more being tired....No more wanting to eat more...Head doesn't feel funny now when I listen....Just routine.
Here is something that I can't quite explain...When I talk to people, I see dilated pupils like the deer in the headlights I get from pheromones....but I haven't been wearing pheromones.
Speaking with a lady at a hotel counter, she gave me free stuff....went out of her way to help me...The same went for every member of the staff that I interacted with. It's F'in trippy.
Stranger Interactions have been really, really hard to explain....so positive. My confidence level has been sky high.
If I had to explain this to someone it would be like this....It's like a new work out, but for your mind. You are sore the first few days as your body adjusts to a new way of training and then there is no pain....You do something physically or mentally that surprises you and it fires you up to keep going.
You become the self licking ice cream cone. Now I will say one thing that surprises me and it is not exactly great....My sex drive has been non-existent. I forced myself to masturbate just to make sure that things were still working....I'm good there....but I feel like a zen monk when I'm not talking...
I was so concerned about my lack of arousal that I did buy and try one of the "Eros" products. The first one that Shannon mentions doesn't affect other programs. Felt something in the middle and back of my head, but I only tried that for an hour while watching a movie with the wife. I didn't feel stimulated, but she did....I told her that I was playing a sub, but didn't say I had a new one.
