06-03-2011, 08:38 AM
I have some deeply rooted issues being put to rest today! I feel slightly more behind than most in the program, but this is not a race. I am only focused on my results, but still ecstatic to all the awesome changes that people on this forum are experiencing. I have developed a weird case on "contemporary envy." There is no ill-will, but 100% desire. I met this guy a few days ago. His confidence soared over mount Everest, without the arrogance. I want the same level, if not higher amount of confidence of that guy.
Update: I might be going to college in the Dominican Republic. It is very exciting, I have only been out of the country once. I also know maybe 7 words in Spanish, so it should be fun learning. Something about the tropics is so appealing to me. I would trade everything to live there.
I recently bought three books at Borders (nearly out of business, use your gift cards if you have them). The first being this little black book about surviving anywhere: from fighting off angry animals, flying airplanes & helicopters, to saving lives. The second, Power from the authors of The Secret. I am so lost and confused lately about my future. I have fear of the unknown like a mofo right now. I know everything will work out, I just need to build some trust within myself. My parents are quite disappointed by the careers I aspire to be: professional scuba diver, bartender, and possible personal trainer. I aced pre-calculus and physics like it was nothing, but I dreaded every equation out of the book. I love real-life applicable problems. Situations that matter are important to me, rather than repetitious busy work.
Ending note, life is continually getting better for me. If you have any suggestions or past experiences that are confidence super-boosters that are also fun or entertaining, I would greatly appreciate it!!
Update: I might be going to college in the Dominican Republic. It is very exciting, I have only been out of the country once. I also know maybe 7 words in Spanish, so it should be fun learning. Something about the tropics is so appealing to me. I would trade everything to live there.
I recently bought three books at Borders (nearly out of business, use your gift cards if you have them). The first being this little black book about surviving anywhere: from fighting off angry animals, flying airplanes & helicopters, to saving lives. The second, Power from the authors of The Secret. I am so lost and confused lately about my future. I have fear of the unknown like a mofo right now. I know everything will work out, I just need to build some trust within myself. My parents are quite disappointed by the careers I aspire to be: professional scuba diver, bartender, and possible personal trainer. I aced pre-calculus and physics like it was nothing, but I dreaded every equation out of the book. I love real-life applicable problems. Situations that matter are important to me, rather than repetitious busy work.
Ending note, life is continually getting better for me. If you have any suggestions or past experiences that are confidence super-boosters that are also fun or entertaining, I would greatly appreciate it!!
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