Day 5
+ Confidence programming is showing a little. My voice is louder, though not as loud yet than it was on ASC.
+ Was sweating like a pig when exercising, both yesterday and the day before that. Annoying.
+ Some IOIs, like a girl around my target age group saw me coming in a little late to get on the bus, looked at me hard, then stopped the queue of people getting in to give me a LOT of space to go in first.
+ Might be imagining it, but I can feel a lot of energy flowing around when I'm walking about. By that I mean like the rush you get when you're turned on, or the tingling you feel with imagining flow up your spine.
+ Been doing 2-4 hours at evening/night, and 2-3 hours at work.
Shitty weather, no people around, very tired. Just had a nap filled with sexual imagery.
+ Confidence programming is showing a little. My voice is louder, though not as loud yet than it was on ASC.
+ Was sweating like a pig when exercising, both yesterday and the day before that. Annoying.
+ Some IOIs, like a girl around my target age group saw me coming in a little late to get on the bus, looked at me hard, then stopped the queue of people getting in to give me a LOT of space to go in first.
+ Might be imagining it, but I can feel a lot of energy flowing around when I'm walking about. By that I mean like the rush you get when you're turned on, or the tingling you feel with imagining flow up your spine.
+ Been doing 2-4 hours at evening/night, and 2-3 hours at work.
Shitty weather, no people around, very tired. Just had a nap filled with sexual imagery.
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
