Awesome awesome.
This week has been bizzare! I went to a graduation dinner and reception in which I was one of the honorary people. The dinner was over the top. Nearly too good to eat. There was a prayer session for each person. After I left, all the doubt I ever held about myself faded away. One of the most freeing moments of my life. The night carried on into the reception. All the parents wanted to be entertained by a speech and Improv. I freaking rocked their world
I had not a clue what I should say, but words were flowing effortlessly out of my mouth. The crowd was laughing profusely, yet took me seriously. I think it is rare to find the respectable jokester. Haha, this guy told my dad, "Your son is social lubricant." It sounds sexual so it was hard to take the comment without laughing. A few days later I went to my old church for a somewhat similar of the reception. I always felt out of place at this church. Very small town, everybody knows everybody. I was completely aloof to everyone there. For some I saw hope, the majority seemed to be going nowhere fast. Maybe they want that, not my decision. About 90% of the members attend due to family ties. I could see into these people so well. I mixed well in the night, but was mainly in my own deep thoughts of what it would be like to be in their shoes.
Women are gradually pouring into my life. I set-up two dates for this weekend. Going to a carnival with this girl Friday. And watch movies at my house with another girl Saturday. The most shocking happened today. I walked into Buffalo Wild Wings after school, ordered to-go and took my seat. Within a couple minutes, one of the most beautiful woman I ever saw stood a couple feet away. She was the hostess. We locked eyes, and after about two seconds she went to talking full force. I got a glimpse of her whole life story in about 5 minutes by saying maybe 4 words. After I left I thought, "she was totally flirting with me the entire time, why didn't you get her digits?!" Next time i'mma get me some numbers
I feel like real man as of lately.
This week has been bizzare! I went to a graduation dinner and reception in which I was one of the honorary people. The dinner was over the top. Nearly too good to eat. There was a prayer session for each person. After I left, all the doubt I ever held about myself faded away. One of the most freeing moments of my life. The night carried on into the reception. All the parents wanted to be entertained by a speech and Improv. I freaking rocked their world
I had not a clue what I should say, but words were flowing effortlessly out of my mouth. The crowd was laughing profusely, yet took me seriously. I think it is rare to find the respectable jokester. Haha, this guy told my dad, "Your son is social lubricant." It sounds sexual so it was hard to take the comment without laughing. A few days later I went to my old church for a somewhat similar of the reception. I always felt out of place at this church. Very small town, everybody knows everybody. I was completely aloof to everyone there. For some I saw hope, the majority seemed to be going nowhere fast. Maybe they want that, not my decision. About 90% of the members attend due to family ties. I could see into these people so well. I mixed well in the night, but was mainly in my own deep thoughts of what it would be like to be in their shoes. Women are gradually pouring into my life. I set-up two dates for this weekend. Going to a carnival with this girl Friday. And watch movies at my house with another girl Saturday. The most shocking happened today. I walked into Buffalo Wild Wings after school, ordered to-go and took my seat. Within a couple minutes, one of the most beautiful woman I ever saw stood a couple feet away. She was the hostess. We locked eyes, and after about two seconds she went to talking full force. I got a glimpse of her whole life story in about 5 minutes by saying maybe 4 words. After I left I thought, "she was totally flirting with me the entire time, why didn't you get her digits?!" Next time i'mma get me some numbers
I feel like real man as of lately.
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