04-22-2011, 08:27 PM
Not only the hangups, but supplementing and changing my mood in general. If I am feel like chillin on my bed, I'll put some rap on. If I am in an energetic mood, R&B or intense Techno. Earlier today I was feeling like total crap, listened to Three Days Grace (generally negative group) I coped, and suddenly ina tranquil state.
I am loving these effects of this subliminal. I am finally coming out of the tunnel. I watch this very short TV series today called The League. I was had a total abdominal workout watching it. It has 5 guys in their fantasy league competing to win the Sheva-Bowl. The show covered many important aspects of life.
I joke around with my friends all the time. Oddly I thought this would come haulting to an end as soon as I became an adult. Mainly because my parents are drop-dead serious. Monkey see, monkey do. I am breaking away from invisible chains on a daily basis that would have slipped my guard. I plan on doing everything I want to do. I am open to advise and constructive criticism, but in the end this is my life and my choices. My parents have saught to control my sister life and mine by putting us on the safest and most secure path of life. That plan crashed and burnt for my sister, so it has been much more reinforced. My parents want me to attend the a four-year school and more to get a CPA degree. I earned a +B in that class hating every moment. I don't know, it scares me to wake up one day dreading the majority of all aspects of my life when the person next door lives the wildest and most crazy life imaginable. Which I am semi-actively working towards
I have been hacking away at my to-do lists with a razor sharp hatchet. End rant.
I am loving these effects of this subliminal. I am finally coming out of the tunnel. I watch this very short TV series today called The League. I was had a total abdominal workout watching it. It has 5 guys in their fantasy league competing to win the Sheva-Bowl. The show covered many important aspects of life.
I joke around with my friends all the time. Oddly I thought this would come haulting to an end as soon as I became an adult. Mainly because my parents are drop-dead serious. Monkey see, monkey do. I am breaking away from invisible chains on a daily basis that would have slipped my guard. I plan on doing everything I want to do. I am open to advise and constructive criticism, but in the end this is my life and my choices. My parents have saught to control my sister life and mine by putting us on the safest and most secure path of life. That plan crashed and burnt for my sister, so it has been much more reinforced. My parents want me to attend the a four-year school and more to get a CPA degree. I earned a +B in that class hating every moment. I don't know, it scares me to wake up one day dreading the majority of all aspects of my life when the person next door lives the wildest and most crazy life imaginable. Which I am semi-actively working towards
I have been hacking away at my to-do lists with a razor sharp hatchet. End rant.
Live your life the way YOU desire
