04-16-2011, 11:32 AM
(04-15-2011, 12:59 PM)Jeff Wrote: I am feeling very down lately. Being sick is only supplementing these feelings. I feel as if I am emerging from the Matrix via the Red pill. Thoughts are bursting throughout the day. My mind is slowly becoming open to more. I used to be very narrow minded, much like my father. The land of opportunity and possibility is knocking at my doorstep everyday. I am dying to get out and do things, but something deep in me is resisting that with brute force. I am in need of a big pick-me-up. I've only felt this way a couple times while doing the subliminal. I experienced it on a much larger scale freshman year-till several months ago. The only thing I want to do is lay down or sleep. I am not digging these feelings at all. It is almost like leeches sucking my energy and life force out of me. I am trying to read to pass the time, but nothing is sticking.
On a positive note my interaction between people is becoming exponentially better
Yeah the subs have a tendency to make you feel that way sometimes. Just remember it will pass and try to make the best of it. When you feel stuck like that it's only temporary, even though it may feel like it's the worst feeling in the world and your perception is all out of whack. Don't worry about it or beat yourself up too much, you just have to let it go.
