Late introduction...

[Rocket13]

I'm at a huge crossroads in my life. I'm 25, in debt, 3 year old child, single, still at my parents house, work a normal full time job and bringing home $400 every two weeks. Needless to say that's not getting me out of debt anytime soon. I feel like I'm a hamster in the wheel, no progress. Just work to pay bills. Don't have an interest in going bad to school because I would need to take out student loans which will further put me in debt. Don't know what job I want but I need something to take care of me and my daughter. I'm running BASE 3.1 for about a week now and never write a journal until now. I know I need emotional healing and I'm definitely planning to run E2 in the future. But I need money now. I have so many bills and I'm not even fully on my own yet. The resistance has been there to stop and just clear everything with e2 but my income is not anywhere where I want it to be. My day consists of waking up midday going to work coming home and going to the gym late at night. Although I'm happy with the progress I make with the gym the stress of not having any money seems like it's overpowering the joy I'm supposed to feel with my weight loss. Although I'm single I do and can attract women of all ages although I hardly take the next step unless I'm in the mood. I have oneits (which I found out after visiting the forum) which in turn put a damper on my sex life. I know i can get anyone I want if I put more effort and don't freeze up when the opportunist is there. And there has been plenty I froze up on.

So that's me right now. I'm ready to move on from this job, I'm ready to get out of debt, I'm ready to get my own place to live in, I'm ready to live MY life the way I want to. With money in MY pocket to take care of me and my daughter and eventually my wife. That's it and that's all. Hopefully I can get my finances right and work on that emotional shit later