AM11 with Jeff

[Jeff]

Altercations is not likely the word you are looking for. Alterations. An altercation is a fight or argument. An alteration is a change.

AM is not about sexual escalation. It's about foundationing as an alpha. SM is about sexual escalation. You can "get past it" by focusing on doing as you please, and making that what you please to do.

Seamstress, my friend. You are not a seamstress.

Good times, as SteveO would say.

Funny I use altercation, because that happened today. During team games, my team was playing against the three biggest douche bags in the class for a lack of a better word. Recreational football one hand touch. They were calling the most ridiculous fouls that were not only pissing my team off, but even their own teammates. I went to blitz the QB and this guy thrusted his hands in my face. So I pushed them straight up and got the QB. He then turned blood red and was shouting, "Swing at me again big boy, what do you got, I dare you to swing one more time!" This guy is about four inches shorter than I am and outweighs me by over a hundred pounds. Quite frankly he pissed me off, so I stood my ground and shouted back what really happened spiced in with some cursing... I made him back down. He gave me evil glares afterwards. I was getting down upon myself for matching his energy, and not remaining calm and collected If I had more fighting experience it could of got ugly fast.

I am going to consult my MMA teacher about this tonight, just in case things get out of hand tomorrow. I plan on talking with this guy to mellow out the situation. My hope is this issue is resolved in a quick and peaceful manner.

One step at a time. I am consciously working at sexual escalation. I did manage some of this today with this girl I am very fond of.