Update 1 - Epiphany
So after typing the above entry for today I read other posts and came across one from @Shannon
I dont entirely understand what @Shannon may mean though I feel when i read it that what hes saying is that yes we all have the willpower to do or not do things but as a fapper I know that the willpower is never as strong as the desire to do otherwise or that the the willpower isnt strong enough on a daily basis to overcome a growing desire to gain pleasure or to avoid pain as procrastination is in my case.
I however then realised I had another epiphany.
I realised that growing up, since I was stopped from doing things that my mother saw as being risky and at other times I saw more responsibility was placed on my elder siblings and on top of that a bullying over powering sibling who took over every single thing I wanted to do and take charge and ownership, well all of this I know made me get angry and say I am not given responsibilty so why bother!
I know that this "why even bother" attitude didnt rule me in every single thing but it was a belief I used to say whether flippantly or not and im sure therefore it may have a role to play in my procrastination.
what do you think @Shannon , is this FRM? or am I simply now trying to connect dots?
thank you
So after typing the above entry for today I read other posts and came across one from @Shannon
(11-30-2018, 07:09 AM)Shannon Wrote:(11-30-2018, 02:11 AM)Zane Wrote:(11-29-2018, 06:53 PM)Shannon Wrote:(11-29-2018, 05:25 PM)Shadow2200 Wrote:(11-29-2018, 04:01 PM)Shannon Wrote: Because it is a necessity to have all available energy ingested for DMSI, but no other sub needs even 1/3rd as much energy, and because "solar power" isn't providing much of the energy. Other subs don't need to source energy in such unusual ways because they're not so hard to power adequately. But now with 3.3, we will have to see if the script actually gets executed, and if it does, if the existing script powers the sub sufficiently.
Like the no flap wall for 3.2 is there anything beside the anti fear mod to help with execution of dmsi 3.3?
Yes.
I really hope Nofap wall in 3.3 work this time.
You sound like you really believe you have no choice in the matter when you choose to masturbate, LMAO. You do realize that choosing to take personal responsibility for what you choose to do is a big part of... executing... right? That's a big part of why some of you don't still.
I dont entirely understand what @Shannon may mean though I feel when i read it that what hes saying is that yes we all have the willpower to do or not do things but as a fapper I know that the willpower is never as strong as the desire to do otherwise or that the the willpower isnt strong enough on a daily basis to overcome a growing desire to gain pleasure or to avoid pain as procrastination is in my case.
I however then realised I had another epiphany.
I realised that growing up, since I was stopped from doing things that my mother saw as being risky and at other times I saw more responsibility was placed on my elder siblings and on top of that a bullying over powering sibling who took over every single thing I wanted to do and take charge and ownership, well all of this I know made me get angry and say I am not given responsibilty so why bother!
I know that this "why even bother" attitude didnt rule me in every single thing but it was a belief I used to say whether flippantly or not and im sure therefore it may have a role to play in my procrastination.
what do you think @Shannon , is this FRM? or am I simply now trying to connect dots?
thank you
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days