05-17-2018, 08:04 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-17-2018, 08:10 PM by subliminalsrcool.)
Hey everyone. So nothing to report on the forefront. Except random weird things have happened just like the girl who txted me thinkin I was someone she knew; my brother also texts me about some scam debt collector that was asking for me on his #. Pretty out of the ordinary.
I would testify that the sub has much to do with random unusual activities. Why? Becuz nothing like that ever happened to me before using the sub.
I am also thinking about converting to AM 6 this June for my birthday hoping I have enough to buy it.
I am not bailing out of using MLS 5.5 It's just that I am turning 38 next month and am sooooo beta. I don't have friends, I don't have social life and worst of all, I am in a situation where I don't stand up for myself and lack self esteem and am afraid of speaking up of what I want in life. Being so hidden to how I feel who I really am inside and can't express that to my family out of fear and lecture, I think I am seen more of a child in my parents eyes, even though I have changed and took responbility with things that need to be done and grooming etc, I am not trying to seek approval from the parents that I am maturing and growing up, but they still kinda treat me like as if I haven't done any changes toward betterment.
With AM 6, I want to be the guy that will develop life in how he wants to see it not how life has become what he doesn't want it to be because he never took responsibility for his life or never took action.
I will still sstick through MLS 5.5 even after one or 2 months more after my bday in June but definitely want to start AM 6 soon. (oh and I dont think my smilies are working when I click on them D: )
I would testify that the sub has much to do with random unusual activities. Why? Becuz nothing like that ever happened to me before using the sub.
I am also thinking about converting to AM 6 this June for my birthday hoping I have enough to buy it.
I am not bailing out of using MLS 5.5 It's just that I am turning 38 next month and am sooooo beta. I don't have friends, I don't have social life and worst of all, I am in a situation where I don't stand up for myself and lack self esteem and am afraid of speaking up of what I want in life. Being so hidden to how I feel who I really am inside and can't express that to my family out of fear and lecture, I think I am seen more of a child in my parents eyes, even though I have changed and took responbility with things that need to be done and grooming etc, I am not trying to seek approval from the parents that I am maturing and growing up, but they still kinda treat me like as if I haven't done any changes toward betterment.
With AM 6, I want to be the guy that will develop life in how he wants to see it not how life has become what he doesn't want it to be because he never took responsibility for his life or never took action.
I will still sstick through MLS 5.5 even after one or 2 months more after my bday in June but definitely want to start AM 6 soon. (oh and I dont think my smilies are working when I click on them D: )
Once the subconscious mind accepts an idea, it begins to execute it.
- Joseph Murphy
- Joseph Murphy