DMSI 3.2 Reporting For Duty

[swisston]

Days 4.5, 4.6 and 4.7

I'm feeling super stable/solid now. More so than before. Even less needy than before... and I thought that I was in a good place. I would say that I'm 80- 90% into not giving a fuck what anyone thinks.

This has always been an ambition of mine, so I'm pleased with that progress.

[swisston]

Day 1.2
I have returned to version B now. I thought that I'd give it a month to try again.

Four loops US over S9 Plus last night.

I've noticed that I don't really feel sexual much. It's like my previous normal levels of horniness are being repressed.

Instead, I'm focused on work, socialising, self improvement... all good things, but the sexual side of me is withdrawn now. I don't have sexualised dreams. I don't really fancy many women. I don't feel much like fapping (that's just a reminder habit).

For a sub focused on sex.... I seem to be getting some reversal resistance.

[swisston]

Day 1.3 and 1.4

4 loops B US over speakers over night.

Had a low grade headache for the last couple of days. Might be lack of sleep, but it feels like there's a slight pressure somewhere.

No external results.

Haven't released in four days and I can feel some sexual tension building.

[swisston]

Finished a week of B now.

I'm going to try going back to doing a single loop of masked whenever possible, instead of US.

[Adrien Silva]

what happened to 2 loops?

[swisston]

what happened to 2 loops?

I've tried one loop and four loops so far. Not really getting any results from women yet.

I'm going to give the masked one more time to work its magic. The problem is listening time. I can get a single loop in on headphones, but don't want it running overnight.

[Shannon]

If four isn't enough, try more.

[swisston]

I've been running on four loops of A (mostly masked) for a bit now. Going to up it to six tonight. Eek.

No real external results apart from maybe a few looks.

I'm absolutely not interested in any women in more than a nominal degree at the moment though. No one is catching my attention, even the usual suspects.

I am going to a festival, pretty much on my own (I loosely know a couple of other people going), in a week. That will be an interesting environment to let DMSI loose in!

[Leo1990]

Do you run all 4 loops back-to-back?

[swisston]

Do you run all 4 loops back-to-back?

Yes, overnight.

[swisston]

Switched back to B last night, Hybrid, six loops over headphones. I wanted to try the 'power' version.

The main theme of my dreams was that my phone and iPad had both been broken by me sitting on them and bending them in half. I think that my subconscious is complaining about my phone telling it to do stuff lol. "Smash your phone".

I'm at a festival now... but not feeling anything DMSI ish happening yet.

[Shannon]

Well if the program targets your interests according to how interested you are, how obvious do you suppose the results will be if your subconscious has retreated by de-valuing anyone it might respond to otherwise?

[swisston]

Well if the program targets your interests according to how interested you are, how obvious do you suppose the results will be if your subconscious has retreated by de-valuing anyone it might respond to otherwise?

Yup, I'm fairly sure that is a form of resistance.... just remove most interest in women. There were a few today (out of thousands) that I thought were nice looking, but I could still take them or leave them.

Not sure what I can do about that really. It feels like quite a good result in some ways.... I don't obsess/fantasise over women anymore. I certainly used to waste some time on that.

[swisston]

Well my subconscious won a small victory... my phone went missing at the festival.

I've been running six loops of B US for the last three nights.

No external results at the festival or since. The only people who seem to notice me are men, who usually comment something like "you look ripped, dude". Not hard at a metal festival!