(07-31-2017, 09:38 PM)Shannon Wrote: It's a matter of choice. Do you think I wanted to work on MLS every day? Hell no! I hated building 1.0, I hated building 2.0 and I sure as hell hated building 3.0. But every day, I forced myself to do it because that's what I had to do. MLS is the only program I have ever hated building... but every day, I sat down and focused on doing something. And when I got into it, something turned into another thing, and then three things, and pretty soon I was wondering how I managed to work on it for 10+ hours.
Same thing with studying. This is what I need to accomplish, and this is what I am going to accomplish, and this is how I'm going to do it. Then do it. Come hell or high water. Catch excuses and throw them in the trash. Just do it.
I understand what you are saying Shannon, my issue isn't not wanting to study it is not being able to study usually until its last minute or the threat of a deadline occurs which is known as Procrastination.
I have no problem studying when I start, but its the starting that is the dilemma.
MLS 5.5G is designed to kill procrastination, thus if it needs me to start to kill it then ill never know it has worked until it helps me to start without any issues.
MLS 5.5G is also designed to help motivate one to study and thus this motivation hasnt grown to the point when the motivation to study outweighs the procrastination and fear to avoid.
I am however testing MLS 5.5G at the moment in an unnatural environment where studying isn't possible due to my UK family lifestyle being so terribly hectic as well as no environment to study - this could be a perfectionism element too which is again fear which again MLS 5.5G is design to destroy.
Once however I get back to Europe, where I will be alone in my apartment where everything is set and where I will try to get 4hours of headphones listening with hybrid, then I hope it will become clear how much more effective MLS is on me. If not headphones atleast I will have my speakers which can and will be able to play the US element of the hybrid. The mono is more powerful than 5G yet I am yet to see the results upon myself.
However at this moment in time, perhaps MLS is rewiring my brains networks and perhaps its clearing and healing issues I have however its far too early to say decisively that it is or has worked on me due to all the above.
If I am wrong on this please help and correct me as I'm always open and willing to learn and grow, that is why I am here.
Your need to work on MLS was commendable and greatly appreciated by me deeply and others that have waited on MLS, but my primary issue may not be the same as yours and that is procrastination. After all you are here with a growing business on which you are getting subs out there and here I am avoiding studying or rather have been avoiding it until the shit hits the proverbial fan and the deadline and point of no return has reached me....usually thats when I get my shit together and say fuck it jump and kick myself for not working earlier with a more refined and sensible strategy of study.
So for now all i can do is say that MLS 5.5G hasnt worked on my procrastination or my motivation, because neither is noticed by me yet.
I hope however that it will work, because for me the test that it has worked upon me is the moment I myself work without any fear driving me but motivation enthusiastically calling me to work the same way a gamer jumps at wanting to play his favourite game.
That to me is the end of or the reduction of my procrastination as I see it.
I have no issues working once I start however the other test for me that MLS 5.5G is working on me is when I work many session in a day rather than only 1 or 2 and then stop fooling myself that I have done enough or done so well that I deserve a well earned break.
There are other students, nerds geeks call them whatever but they thrive by getting the job done and can study for hours (with sensible breaks of course) and get a lot done on the weekends.
I want to become one of them that is my understanding of this Sub and my hope for myself.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days