Shannon's Journal

[Ryan]

Eh I liked the whole forum contribution awards

[Spiral]

Yea, I posted something in the scriptorium and maybe that's worth one of those gift cards you used to give out.

[ncbeareatingman]

Shannon's Journal

Dear Shannon I've been meaning to ask you this Man, will the Sub's " overcoming and healing
Grief ,Loss and Bereivement" ever make its way back 'on the shelves',as it were ,and " over come the Fear of the unknown' also ' Overcome the Fear of Death",that is sometime this year 2012???
Ive got a mother thats nearing the check out time, if we have another year 'er two,I'd be lucky. I KNOW Im personally gonna NEED those titles,near or when it all happens and I Know it would help tons of others in thier processes of life on earth and all of thier expereinces,whatever they maybe,for whatever reasons.
I Know yer busy busy busy, just want to see if they might make a come back in say the autumn,winter of this year perhaps??? ALL critical titles, living on this planet these days.
thank you, respectfully, NcBear.

Once I am done with the six stage sets in queue, I will be aiming at upgrading 3G to 4G and building new stuff. I'm sure Ill be able to get everything done within this year. But sixstage sets are a lot of work, and my eyes are still crossed.

Got cha Shannon, understood and respected Man, I Know yer busier than a one legged man in an ass kickin' contest(Laffin indeed:-) and IM shure the 6 stages sets a B___ Buster of a set(s),as it were,but well worth the time and investment and the pay offs are gonna be thru the friggin roof! of course they are thats why yer doing it,ah?:-)
Once yer done with the Sex Magnet for Gay Man, then starting on Alpha 5.0 I take it thats the str8 version and not the gay one yet? Just wondering,I'm in NO rush to get started with it,but do anticipate it forth coming eventually here in the next several months or so. again NO pressure.
However Mr.Leo sometimes I wanna HUG YOU Shannon and other times I wanna SCREAM at chew, ;FOR GOD'S SAKE GET SOME REST' PLEASE LET YER EYES UN CROSS' then I step back and go' He's a BIG BOY, He's an ALPHA NOW,he's an Old soul, he knows what the fuck he's doin' and so I let cha be,as it were. let chew do yer ALPHA THANG,MR.MATTHESON.
If I didnt care I wouldnt say a thing. that means I give a damn.
thanx for answering the last slew of questions about, forth coming, heretofore mentioned, titles, later on this year.
4thly and Lastly for now....
Man whatever the Meta-script is that DRIVES THIS Absolute Self Confidence 4g,its ball bustin' and ass kick,Lemme tell ya Man if people THINK that Sub does not work, USE THIS TITLE FOR A MONTH,try it for a week and I swear to goodness YOU'RE GONNA FEEL/SEE/BE DIFFERENT. Im on MY second week of consistant use of this FREE for crying OUT LOUD New 4g Program.
Man things are coming outta me and IM be-ing much much more expressive then I already was as an ALPHA Man. I went to Wal-Mart this morning on a damn FULL MOON,no less,watch out,and before I left the store, I confronted the store Manager about a particaul 'topic/subject matter' of which Im NOT going to go into here on this site, I got intense and direct on his ass,direct I Mean, face to face eye to eye aND TOLD HIM EXACLTY what I felt/saw/ believed I then left the store and came back for round two on this full moon day(trust me its a full Moon!)
I was asked to leave but not before I completely finished all of what I had to say.
IM telling you man it was INTENSE emotionally and for a brief time I had an audience of folks- on lookers. as all of this was happening Man, I was noticing what MY body was doing and my body language, BY the time I was finished with "Bell rings:ding-ding" ROUND TWO, MY whole Spine and muscle closest to the spine we 'shaking' and ' moving' with nervous energy. WHY,be cuz I Literally had 'backed up' emotional energy stuff/stored/suppessed in my body that along the way I'd 'stuffed' and literally 'hide it'; from view subsconsciouly and all of poured forth!! as it needed to, as I stood nervously IN MY POWER AND CLAIMED MY SPACE AND ENERGY. Lord have mercy(I'm a southern boy,its an expression!)
If IM already like this,now,what the hell is gonna happen when I begin the 2nd and 3rd,4th stages of ALPHA MALE DOMINANT for Men how are Homosexual? IM gonna have to really watch it,so I dont git arrested or worse,while Im "alpha-ing' my ass into full alpha male mode. you know?
I've never been arrested in my life and never want to be, it was a verbally heated ,intesne exchange-intense yes but it didnt escalate to a break down and got physical. I wanted to be HEARD AND DAMN IT I WAS,wheather they wanted to HEAR WHAT ALL I HAD TO SAY 'ER NOT. I stood UP to authority and stood MY ground and held in MY OWN power and authority. it wasnt easy nor is it something " I get off on' at all.
I didnt relish in it, but felt weird and relieved when I finally did leave. Yes I am an intense Alpha but not al ways,but make no mistake about it I AM ALPHA and IM shure several folks there at the store thot I was either a Nut Job or an asshole,I could care less, if this is what it means to be an asshole then so be it. IM ready to refine my alpha ness,when the time comes for usage with the New 2012 5.O for Gay Men. fuck it. an alpha's an alpha. I Must be releasing strongly the negative and making space for the positive.
ABSOLUTE CONFIDENCE WORKS! NcBear-eatingMan

[Shannon]

I think the way to reconcile that Shannon is to have a sub that makes you search for your ideal girlfriend, but attracts tons of sex in the mean time (that way you don't waste time and you get the best of both worlds) this would be specially useful for inexperienced guys who would benefit with some interactions with other girls so they are "ready" when the perfect one shows up (and if you do happen to break up with your ideal girlfriend, then you once again would want to be a sex magnet until you find the next one) You could have this on the girlfriend magnet you are going to do or instead create also another sub which would be sort of a hybrid of sex and girlfriend magnet.

Ineresting ideas.

[Shannon]

@Shannon out of curiosity what stage are you on? 5 more weeks and I get to start SM 2.0 so excited

I am just six days into Stage 2.

[RainbowAbyss]

@Shannon -I think the set has powerful potential for healing those emotional issues
in the words of the great Shannon-"stay the course gentleman"

[Andrew]

wondering if there was a sale in the near future.

I'll be having a sitewide one for several days for a % yet undecided once we add 1-3 new payment processors and make it official we're keeping them. Could be anywhere from a few weeks to a few months. Not sure if Shannon has any planned.

Is there a rule how often you have sales over the course of the year? As I read in the beginning of Shannon's blog that the 'ridiculous sale in January' is to become a yearly event, so I'm of course hoping for a few ones along the year

Eh I liked the whole forum contribution awards

Depending on the feedback I get/need I may be doing contribution awards again. I'm getting ready to do major redisgns, whole likes. I need to get our store on par with high gloss multi million sites visually, but still retaining the uniqueness and accessibility and minimalism

[Shannon]

Most times, I’m a pretty good judge of character and even though I don’t know you, just from your posts on here, I sense that you would be happiest enjoying your life with one woman. In fact, I’d venture to say that most people who try various people on for size, do need that in their life at the time, but somewhere deep down are trying to find one special person that stands out. Someone that has their heart, someone they respect and respects them, someone who communicates on their same level and basically someone who they can grow and build a healthy, loving relationship with, plus have a great sex life. Sex is just something we do, it won’t define your relationship. I can tell you from experience that sex comes and goes in the best of relationships and it certainly won’t get you through the hard times. Maybe you’re struggling because you’ve been there done that, and you simply need something different, deeper and more meaningful in your life. I think sometimes sex is just a search engine, for some to find different experiences and for others to seek out some particular type of person that satisfies other significant needs. Maybe this program is working in a back door type of way, showing you what you do need and what would make you the happiest. I’m sure you’ll figure it all out.

On another note, I was wondering if you can give me a hint if there will an upcoming sale anytime soon? I mentioned your breast enlargement program to my oldest daughter last night, and she just about jumped off the couch in anticipation haha. She’s mentioned various times wanting implants but the cost is way too much for her. And my husband helps her with many things but boobs is where he draws the line. lol She was very athletic when she was younger and still works out a lot today, and I feel that this has inhibited her in this area. She’s got a dynamite body and I know this will just make her feel better about herself all around. She works very hard at everything from school to work to raising her son, so I just thought this would be a nice little B prize for just her. I have to grab her a ipod and player (wah) to get her started and was just wondering if there was a sale in the near future.

I really don't despise many things, but I despise that our culture and society has caused such emotional damage to women over their breast sizes, and I despise that the vultures (plastic surgeons) are just profiting like crazy on taking advantage of these poor women. That's the main reason I created this program.

We have to coordinate on what's going on with a sale. I haven't had plans for one, since we recently had the Ridiculous Sale, and I am working so much, but anything is possible... I'll let you know.

[Shannon]

wondering if there was a sale in the near future.

I'll be having a sitewide one for several days for a % yet undecided once we add 1-3 new payment processors and make it official we're keeping them. Could be anywhere from a few weeks to a few months. Not sure if Shannon has any planned.

Is there a rule how often you have sales over the course of the year? As I read in the beginning of Shannon's blog that the 'ridiculous sale in January' is to become a yearly event, so I'm of course hoping for a few ones along the year

The Ridiculous Sale is intended for January 1st (New Years) and August 2nd (business anniversary) every year. Other sales are fluid and not necessarily set.

[Shannon]

Yea, I posted something in the scriptorium and maybe that's worth one of those gift cards you used to give out.

I will check on that shortly.

[Shannon]

Shannon's Journal

Dear Shannon I've been meaning to ask you this Man, will the Sub's " overcoming and healing
Grief ,Loss and Bereivement" ever make its way back 'on the shelves',as it were ,and " over come the Fear of the unknown' also ' Overcome the Fear of Death",that is sometime this year 2012???
Ive got a mother thats nearing the check out time, if we have another year 'er two,I'd be lucky. I KNOW Im personally gonna NEED those titles,near or when it all happens and I Know it would help tons of others in thier processes of life on earth and all of thier expereinces,whatever they maybe,for whatever reasons.
I Know yer busy busy busy, just want to see if they might make a come back in say the autumn,winter of this year perhaps??? ALL critical titles, living on this planet these days.
thank you, respectfully, NcBear.

Once I am done with the six stage sets in queue, I will be aiming at upgrading 3G to 4G and building new stuff. I'm sure Ill be able to get everything done within this year. But sixstage sets are a lot of work, and my eyes are still crossed.

Got cha Shannon, understood and respected Man, I Know yer busier than a one legged man in an ass kickin' contest(Laffin indeed:-) and IM shure the 6 stages sets a B___ Buster of a set(s),as it were,but well worth the time and investment and the pay offs are gonna be thru the friggin roof! of course they are thats why yer doing it,ah?:-)
Once yer done with the Sex Magnet for Gay Man, then starting on Alpha 5.0 I take it thats the str8 version and not the gay one yet? Just wondering,I'm in NO rush to get started with it,but do anticipate it forth coming eventually here in the next several months or so. again NO pressure.
However Mr.Leo sometimes I wanna HUG YOU Shannon and other times I wanna SCREAM at chew, ;FOR GOD'S SAKE GET SOME REST' PLEASE LET YER EYES UN CROSS' then I step back and go' He's a BIG BOY, He's an ALPHA NOW,he's an Old soul, he knows what the fuck he's doin' and so I let cha be,as it were. let chew do yer ALPHA THANG,MR.MATTHESON.
If I didnt care I wouldnt say a thing. that means I give a damn.
thanx for answering the last slew of questions about, forth coming, heretofore mentioned, titles, later on this year.
4thly and Lastly for now....
Man whatever the Meta-script is that DRIVES THIS Absolute Self Confidence 4g,its ball bustin' and ass kick,Lemme tell ya Man if people THINK that Sub does not work, USE THIS TITLE FOR A MONTH,try it for a week and I swear to goodness YOU'RE GONNA FEEL/SEE/BE DIFFERENT. Im on MY second week of consistant use of this FREE for crying OUT LOUD New 4g Program.
Man things are coming outta me and IM be-ing much much more expressive then I already was as an ALPHA Man. I went to Wal-Mart this morning on a damn FULL MOON,no less,watch out,and before I left the store, I confronted the store Manager about a particaul 'topic/subject matter' of which Im NOT going to go into here on this site, I got intense and direct on his ass,direct I Mean, face to face eye to eye aND TOLD HIM EXACLTY what I felt/saw/ believed I then left the store and came back for round two on this full moon day(trust me its a full Moon!)
I was asked to leave but not before I completely finished all of what I had to say.
IM telling you man it was INTENSE emotionally and for a brief time I had an audience of folks- on lookers. as all of this was happening Man, I was noticing what MY body was doing and my body language, BY the time I was finished with "Bell rings:ding-ding" ROUND TWO, MY whole Spine and muscle closest to the spine we 'shaking' and ' moving' with nervous energy. WHY,be cuz I Literally had 'backed up' emotional energy stuff/stored/suppessed in my body that along the way I'd 'stuffed' and literally 'hide it'; from view subsconsciouly and all of poured forth!! as it needed to, as I stood nervously IN MY POWER AND CLAIMED MY SPACE AND ENERGY. Lord have mercy(I'm a southern boy,its an expression!)
If IM already like this,now,what the hell is gonna happen when I begin the 2nd and 3rd,4th stages of ALPHA MALE DOMINANT for Men how are Homosexual? IM gonna have to really watch it,so I dont git arrested or worse,while Im "alpha-ing' my ass into full alpha male mode. you know?
I've never been arrested in my life and never want to be, it was a verbally heated ,intesne exchange-intense yes but it didnt escalate to a break down and got physical. I wanted to be HEARD AND DAMN IT I WAS,wheather they wanted to HEAR WHAT ALL I HAD TO SAY 'ER NOT. I stood UP to authority and stood MY ground and held in MY OWN power and authority. it wasnt easy nor is it something " I get off on' at all.
I didnt relish in it, but felt weird and relieved when I finally did leave. Yes I am an intense Alpha but not al ways,but make no mistake about it I AM ALPHA and IM shure several folks there at the store thot I was either a Nut Job or an asshole,I could care less, if this is what it means to be an asshole then so be it. IM ready to refine my alpha ness,when the time comes for usage with the New 2012 5.O for Gay Men. fuck it. an alpha's an alpha. I Must be releasing strongly the negative and making space for the positive.
ABSOLUTE CONFIDENCE WORKS! NcBear-eatingMan

Coming from feelings of frustration over being taken seriously is something I can relate to, but you have to be careful about how you go about it. Gotta find a balance between pushing too hard and not enough. That's part of what AM will do for you.

[Shannon]

So today I went shopping, and I noticed effects from two things. First is SM 2.0 effects. I am responding with quite a lot more confidence, attitude is good, body language is very present, powerful and success oriented... posture and speed of walk says "I'm the f'ing man, and I own everything around me."

I was getting attention and treated as if I was weaing a suit. I am wearting a ratty old blue T shirt and old blue jeans.

I like it. A lot.

[JAYCEE]

Will there ever be a SM that does not require AM?

[ncbeareatingman]

Coming from feelings of frustration over being taken seriously is something I can relate to, but you have to be careful about how you go about it. Gotta find a balance between pushing too hard and not enough. That's part of what AM will do for you.
[/quote]

Thank YOU Sooo MUch Shannon, I thot MY Long Post had been completely ignored yesterday,I was going to remove it,but when I came here today
I saw yer response which helps greatly thank you. It Made MY Day. Appreciate it. Ncbear.
PS: WHat A M will do for me,dang thats awesome. T Y.
Take Two:
I came back to site,I had a thot... IM NOT ready to throw in the towel on Asolutely Self Confidence,as it is helping me sooo much,I feel IM 'purging' sooooo much stuff that NEEDS to come out,so what If I have a few bumps and scraps along the way,in other words,it will evenutally balance out,smooth out as I let go of all this back held energy and express more and more, its been so far more of a help than a detrament. Though I see full hell well the need for balance and its coming gradually. I will proceed as carefully as I can with INHIBITING MY Confident energy and flow of confident energy. thanx for the feedback any more is welcomed.