DMSI Journey

[RoaringLion]

damn, i know that feeling of being rejected by my girl often. So interested in shopping on her ipad that often i get ignored. I have to be very persistant to have sex, when she pushes me away sometimes i give up. After experiencing this over the last 6 months I've lost sexual attraction towards her. We still sometimes have sex but with my desire for her bearly all gone, i don't enjoy it much anymore. Now i meet other girls.

[Roy]

Why stay with a woman who doesn't want to have sex with you?

[chaosvrgn]

Why stay with a woman who doesn't want to have sex with you?

Bruh, you read the rest of the journal? He's leaving his wife in a few days without telling her.

Hell, he's leaving the entire country. I look upon this journal with great glee. More men should do this.

[Roy]

Forgot that.That's good.Made that mistake of trying to make that work once.Won't do it again.

[bits]

Good for you for getting away from here ShanghaiKiwi, I can only imagine how bad it got if you have to secretly flee the country in order to escape.

[chaosvrgn]

Forgot that.That's good.Made that mistake of trying to make that work once.Won't do it again.

Same. Nine months of fucking hell. The worst. My new rule is, the moment she starts denying sex for anything other than health reasons, she's out.

[ShanghaiKiwi]

Good for you for getting away from here ShanghaiKiwi, I can only imagine how bad it got if you have to secretly flee the country in order to escape.

Thanks guys I appreciate the support. Yeah she holds all the money, won't let me do stuff like going to the pub or watch movies etc. The only way I could get to Shanghai to catch a plane was to suggest we move house there, I wasn't able to just go on my own because she runs everything. All packed, we leave tomorrow.

Kicked me out of the house once in the rain for playing computer games so I had to sleep at the neighbors house, knocking on their door at midnight all soaked. Worried she might do something like that if she caught me planning my escape, but it would be much more difficult in China. You can read about my escape plan here if you want:
https://www.reddit.com/r/DeadBedrooms/co...h=d1d0e401

She's one psycho crazy lady. I'm done. I'm going to try and get some cash to leave earlier and spend some time in a motel before my flight so I can bed some random Chinese chicks before the day I get on the plane. See what real sex feels like. Seriously no love left for this woman, I want to make up for lost time.

[ShanghaiKiwi]

damn, i know that feeling of being rejected by my girl often. So interested in shopping on her ipad that often i get ignored. I have to be very persistant to have sex, when she pushes me away sometimes i give up. After experiencing this over the last 6 months I've lost sexual attraction towards her. We still sometimes have sex but with my desire for her bearly all gone, i don't enjoy it much anymore. Now i meet other girls.

You sound like you'd fit in well at r/DeadBedrooms. They're the ones who inspired me to escape. Great sub Reddit.

[ShanghaiKiwi]

Why stay with a woman who doesn't want to have sex with you?

Bruh, you read the rest of the journal? ...

Maybe he was referring to Roaring Lion here?

[ShanghaiKiwi]

Same. Nine months of ***** hell. The worst. My new rule is, the moment she starts denying sex for anything other than health reasons, she's out.

Amen! Abso - fucking - lutely. Hear hear!

[JackOfHearts]

It's crazy what some women can do to their husband and pretend to call that love.

[Shannon]

Those who do not comprehend love, cannot give or receive it with understanding of what it is.

[JackOfHearts]

So true, some are helpless due to that.

[Shannon]

Years I tried to get my perfect lover to be my wife. We were 90% perfect... more than any other couple I have ever seen. But in the end it all fell apart because... she did not know what love is, and in not understanding that was the unraveling of everything else. It led her to never trust me, regardess of evidence. Which led her to believe that I was doing everything she wad doing, and gave her the perfect excuse to do it... because in her head, she was "getting me back" for infidelity that she believed I was just better at hiding than she was at discovering.

That's the sort of shit that happens when someone doesn't understand what love is.