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RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 12-19-2018
Sometimes, I feel so grateful for having USLM sub in my life.
I just don't know how to define it but I feel as if I have been blessed. Its like I feel as if I am enveloped in some kinda "Aura of Blessing".
Everything is easy, everyone is nice.I have nothing to complain about. I really don't. I don't feel stressed or anything.
I just don't know whatelse to write.. I just dont have the words
Thanks for making this sub Shannon, You changed my life.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 12-19-2018
This is an Update:
$5700 Manifestation - Well actually you can say that I helped my parents to manifest it. Even though they weren't sure about it. I knew it subconsciously that we were gonna manifest it and that everything will be okay. I behaved as if I already have that much of amount (LOA type of feeling). Weird thing is that all this happened when my Dad was admitted in Hospital due to his gastro problems for past 1 week.
So I would say that my "Success/Luck Aura" is affecting my parents.
Inshort I would say that I saw the money way before it manifested.
Business - This seems to be going well. Hired a new guy and he's doing a good job. Minor obstacles in this business hardly bothers me anymore.
Also, I was handling all this business thingy all alone and tbh I needed a helping hand. Luckily (thanks USLM), my youngest brother(he's in college) is looking after this and now I can focus on my career stuff. If any major problem happens then I step in with my "Luck/Success" aura and solve that problem in no time.
For example recently an equipment broke down and when I took it to the repair shop the electrician said that "99% it won't be repaired and 1% it can be". But for some weird reason I believe that 1% is possible cause if not then I will have to buy another new equipment which was like 10x the repair cost. Long story short, it was repaired... So inshort my 1% wish came true.
Brother got more projects-- Recently my brother came home and he wasn't getting much project on IOS app development. Infact he has only began working on it for past 1 month as his boss already gave him 1 project to develop an IOS but Idk what it was but as soon as he came home he got a phone call from his boss and he was given 2 more IOS projects and he was really happy(Good for his resume) . I am 1000% sure that everyone who comes into my presence is affected by my aura and attract opportunities and I am very happy for them. I mean to say that just "me" using the USLM is having a positive affect on my family in terms of financial problems especially.. Its a different reality.
Same Girl 3 times- So two days ago. I saw this girl who I found attractive. After that I took a cab and left, after few minutes I saw her again(and she saw me) in another cab passing by.
Then I had this thought "Maybe I should see if USLM works on this one or not". So ,I just imagined that I saw her again and then I forgot. I reached my stop and few minutes later I saw that girl again!! Wow!! As if she was stalking me ????.
I have tested USLM manifestations consciously many times in situations which would be considered impossible/ coincidence. But it works.
Training in Substation-- Went to the substation and the people there were really nice and not like jerk which I usually hear about from people. I was afraid to be in a place where I didn't knew anyone but I visualised yesterday night that everything went good and today it did. Its as if these guys want me to succeed and are willing to help me in every way. They even gave me their office phone number and told me to call whenever I wanna call.. I am pretty sure only employees can call that number and not anyone else...
Nofap: I seem to be making progress with Nofap for the first time in my life. I have been trying to beat this addiction for 6 years with all my willpower. I gave it all but it was no use. I lost.
For the first time I am making progress and I am able to say "no" and district/focus my subconscious mind to something useful. I reached 4 days streak twice and 5 days streak once. In total 15 days
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 12-20-2018
Today, I was having a chat with a guy and I realized alot of things which ofcourse I already knew but it just hit me so hard.
I realised that I have wasted alot of opportunities in the past 6 years. I could have learned so many things. So many opportunities were presented to me but I was too afraid. I was too fucked up mentally and emotionally to even think straight.
I am having so many regrets right now. Feeling depressed.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - cataleya - 12-20-2018
(12-20-2018, 12:19 PM)Zane Wrote: Today, I was having a chat with the SSO and I realized alot of things which ofcourse I already knew but it just hit me so hard.
I realised that I have wasted alot of opportunities in the past 6 years. I could have learned so many things. So many opportunities were presented to me but I was too afraid. I was too ***** up mentally and emotionally to even think straight.
I am having so many regrets right now. Feeling depressed.
Had that same realization on US/LM. Shannon mentioned once that it wasn't wasted time, it was a learning experience. It's all part of the journey. For me, that was helpful to hear. It might help you out as well.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 12-21-2018
ASRB Break #5
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 12-28-2018
(12-28-2018, 09:16 AM)KingDavid93 Wrote: Shannon,
I’ve noticed a significant decrease in my desire for porn and masturbation as well as desire to bite or chew on my nails over the past several weeks I’ve also noticed a decreased desire and craving of sugar, nicotine, alcohol and caffeine - I have been on USLM3 since it’s release so almost 2 months now.
Could it be that these cravings/desires are rooted in fear and therefore by getting rid of the fear I am also getting rid of these bad habits/cravings/desires- or is just that the program believes these things to be in the way given the goals of the program and my conscious goals
I have also seen a really major decrease in my fapping habits. I mean really really major. I have been trying to quit this addiction for like more than a decade and this is first time in my life I am making/seeing progress.
My progress on Nofap(which is one of my conscious goals) is something like this:
3 days--->4 days--->4 days---->5 days---->5 days and 22 hours>
Never in my life have I seen a pattern and progress like this. I mean never!! ever!!
Normally everytime I relapsed I would binge 5 times on same day. Even if I were to restrain myself from binging it was useless 4-5 times binge was expected if I went longer than 2 days and also my mind would be like "Oh you went 4 days so fap 4 times ". The urges and thoughts wont leave me.
But recently 2 days ago. I relapsed and this time I binged only 3 times and after that there was no desire I mean I was able to stop myself easily. I actually didnt self-sabotage myself.. This is amazing!!!
This is the first time I am seeing my subconscious working along with me and my progress on Nofap is the proof.
USLM is making me successful in reaching Nofap goal. If only this sub was available a decade ago then I would have realised my goals long ago and would have moved on to other ones. But I think with USLM by my side I will be able to achieve my goals in my 2-3 years most..Sometimes I feel as if I am already there..Kinda weird
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Paul1131 - 12-28-2018
(12-28-2018, 10:56 AM)Zane Wrote:(12-28-2018, 09:16 AM)KingDavid93 Wrote: Shannon,
I’ve noticed a significant decrease in my desire for porn and masturbation as well as desire to bite or chew on my nails over the past several weeks I’ve also noticed a decreased desire and craving of sugar, nicotine, alcohol and caffeine - I have been on USLM3 since it’s release so almost 2 months now.
Could it be that these cravings/desires are rooted in fear and therefore by getting rid of the fear I am also getting rid of these bad habits/cravings/desires- or is just that the program believes these things to be in the way given the goals of the program and my conscious goals
I have also seen a really major decrease in my fapping habits. I mean really really major. I have been trying to quit this addiction for like more than a decade and this is first time in my life I am making/seeing progress.
My progress on Nofap(which is one of my conscious goals) is something like this:
3 days--->4 days--->4 days---->5 days---->5 days and 22 hours>
Never in my life have I seen a pattern and progress. I mean never!! ever!!
Normally everytime I relapsed I would binge 5 times on same day. Even if I were to restrain myself from binging it was useless 4-5 times binge was expected if I went longer than 2 days and also my mind would be like "Oh you went 4 days so fap 4 times if you relapsed and the urges and thoughts wont leave me.
But recently 2 days ago. I relapsed and this time I binged only 3 times and after that there was no desire I mean I was able to stop myself easily. I actually didnt self-sabotage myself.. This is amazing!!!
This is the first time I am seeing my subconscious working along with me and my progress on Nofap is the proof.
USLM is making me successful in reaching Nofap goal. If only this sub was available a decade ago then I would have realised my goals long ago and would have moved on to other one. But I think with USLM by my side I will be able to achieve my goals in my 2-3 years most..Sometimes I feel as if I am already there..Kinda weird
That’s very interesting. It had that effect on me without me even thinking about it, or having stopping that as a goal. I just noticed I didn’t want to anymore.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 12-30-2018
ASRB Break #6
Not feeling like doing anything. Dont feel like going outside.
Idk if this is the nofap withdrawal or USLM phase due to which I am feeling all this. Whenever I cross 3-4 days. I don't feel good emotionally and this is why my subc chooses to make me fuk up my streak.
I do find Nofap easier on USLM. Urges are there but it's only a matter of time before I get busy in something or get distracted by any situation due to I am able to shift my focus.
Before no matter what I did and how much I try to distract myself, it won't work.
I hope this time with USLM + Willpower I can be successful in this nofap challenge.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 01-01-2019
Idk what it is but I am feeling really depressed due to which I am feeling unmotivated and not in the mood to do anything thing.
It's like this heavy feeling in my heart and that I am having a sad face. Like this
.It's like I should cry it out or something but idk how.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Darwinn - 01-02-2019
I don't know if it would help but I felt some release when on USLM when I realised there were things I was suppressing that I didn't want to accept, relating to death, status, the requirement to work and develop and the pain of growth/and humility in accepting where I had to start from. Then things started to move again - may not apply to you but see if it fits.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 01-02-2019
(01-02-2019, 02:04 AM)Darwin Wrote: I don't know if it would help but I felt some release when on USLM when I realised there were things I was suppressing that I didn't want to accept, relating to death, status, the requirement to work and develop and the pain of growth/and humility in accepting where I had to start from. Then things started to move again - may not apply to you but see if it fits.
On some level I do think I have to accept few things and certain situations that is not gonna go my way. I believed I have some of those beliefs from childhood. I guess I need to change my perception about this but its lot harder when fear is tied to it.. But not impossible
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 01-02-2019
My routine for past 1 week.
Get up, Waste time, Sleep.
Laziness > Motivation.
WTF is happening?
Externally everything is fine.
Internally everything is a mystery.
I was looking forward to visualise about my goals every night and taking steps to follow them... But for past 1 week I am like" who cares".. I am so fuking lazy and unmotivated.
I dint even enjoy wasting my time. But still
Anyone going thru this? Shannon why is this happening any idea?
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Zane - 01-05-2019
Visited a Psychiatrist and told him about my cognitive issues.
I am now taking Prozac-10mg once in morning and Etizolam 0.25 mg at night.
On day two of Prozac I had a verbal fight with my family due to my sudden anger outburst.
RE: Ultra Success-5.5G - Darwinn - 01-06-2019
I feel for you man. Having that cognition problem is not fun.