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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Oversoul - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 06:20 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote:(02-12-2019, 06:01 AM)Oversoul Wrote: Fapping is not enjoyable in this version anymore. It feels like Im going for a piss when I ejaculate
I concur. When I give in to the resistance and fap, my libido is down for a few days and I pass the day and night regretting. It's not only the libido, but everything is down. I've only fapped a few times during the entire run of DMSI though. Once on 3.3 and once so far on 3.3.1.
i see. That used to happen to me up until 3.2/3.1 but in the newer versions, I retain 90% of my energy, confidence and motivation. To the point that I don't even feel like fapping is worth it anymore .
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Username - 02-12-2019
@Shannon
You said few pages back:"There's nothing wrong with that. I'm closer now to a balance between the two, but I am definitely an introvert, as I need time alone to recharge; dealing with people - especially in person - eventually exhausts me."
This is a great example, how your own brain needs much more adjustment... Introversion is just a label to the deeper processes that are going on, not a hardwired in your brain. Extraversion is the norm, but if you grow up surrounded by negative people... You just learn to close up. Underneath is the same old friend... Fear... Communicating with other people is associated with negative, and it is exhausting, cause running on fear just needs more energy. People have a fear of expressing certain emotions and so they are carrying around that big bag of stuff, that otherwise wouldn't be there... My humble suggestion would be to use your own work to deal with it.
But Im sure your subc comes up with all the great excuses not to... Haha :p... Cause that quote just sounds like a nice little rationalization to avoid seeing things as they are, to begin with.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 08:46 AM)Username Wrote: @Shannon
You said few pages back:"There's nothing wrong with that. I'm closer now to a balance between the two, but I am definitely an introvert, as I need time alone to recharge; dealing with people - especially in person - eventually exhausts me."
This is a great example, how your own brain needs much more adjustment... Introversion is just a label to the deeper processes that are going on, not a hardwired in your brain. Extraversion is the norm, but if you grow up surrounded by negative people... You just learn to close up. Underneath is the same old friend... Fear... Communicating with other people is associated with negative, and it is exhausting, cause running on fear just needs more energy. People have a fear of expressing certain emotions and so they are carrying around that big bag of stuff, that otherwise wouldn't be there... My humble suggestion would be to use your own work to deal with it.
But Im sure your subc comes up with all the great excuses not to... Haha :p... Cause that quote just sounds like a nice little rationalization to avoid seeing things as they are, to begin with.
Where do you come up with "extraversion is the norm"? There are two poles here, it's not a monopole. The norm is a point on a spectrum between the two.
You seem to be giving me some arrogant snark here. You can keep it. You don't know everything you think you know.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - RTBoss - 02-12-2019
(02-11-2019, 05:22 PM)Shannon Wrote: Excuse me, it's a 20 foot python, thank you very much.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Minititan - 02-12-2019
After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
It will either be 3.3.2 or 3.4, depending on what the models show me and how things go with LTU 5.0.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - THolt - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
Hopefully its LTU 5.0, USLM4, E3, and the other offshoot programs of LTU and alos UMS.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 01:04 PM)THolt Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
Hopefully its LTU 5.0, USLM4, E3, and the other offshoot programs of LTU and alos UMS.
The Magnus Engine changes are in the skeleton script now. Everything I build from here has them. So LTU5 has them and everything built from it has them.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - ncbeareatingman - 02-12-2019
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
I am working on making the script adjustments to the FRM that will take us from 4.4 to 4.5. Version 4.5 is the same as 4.4, but it is a reconfiguration to prevent overbalancing the script due to the new Magnus Engine component. Without it, the program becomes too powerful and degrades performance.
This new Magnus Engine component affects several parts of the script, and they must all be adjusted to balance it.
Me:
Awesome!! Balance is the key indeed,Shannon, obviously your're well aware of that!! - You Rock.
Magnus-Engine-MAN!! THE Super Hero - "M E N"!! well you've got "FRM" 4.5 - 5.0 going. A play on abbrev's.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Roy - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 01:02 PM)Shannon Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
It will either be 3.3.2 or 3.4, depending on what the models show me and how things go with LTU 5.0.
How do you decide on the number for the different FRMs and DMSI versions? How do you know it's the final version of it?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 02:32 PM)Roy Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:02 PM)Shannon Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
It will either be 3.3.2 or 3.4, depending on what the models show me and how things go with LTU 5.0.
How do you decide on the number for the different FRMs and DMSI versions? How do you know it's the final version of it?
I keep going until what I'm working on, works. The final version of it will be very obvious as being the final versions because it will solve the problem, at least to a very large degree that means I don't have to work on it more for a long time.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - ncbeareatingman - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 01:18 PM)Shannon Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:04 PM)THolt Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
Hopefully its LTU 5.0, USLM4, E3, and the other offshoot programs of LTU and alos UMS.
The Magnus Engine changes are in the skeleton script now. Everything I build from here has them. So LTU5 has them and everything built from it has them.
Yes F*ckin Yes!!! YOU are one bad ass dude!! where's your Harley Billy Jack!!??
I mean man,this stuff is gonna be so power and effective,obviously thats what yer going for. but I mean dang...we might be walkin on water or walkin thru walls & shit by the time were at a major summit on all this magnificant creation stuff of yers ...for Self-Gf,Family,Us,The World. wow!!
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 02-12-2019
There is definitely more to do, but this is a significant step to 6G.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - dissonance - 02-12-2019
(02-12-2019, 01:04 PM)THolt Wrote:(02-12-2019, 01:01 PM)Minititan Wrote: After LTU has had the Magnus update will we see DMSI get a 3.3.2 with the updated skeleton script?
Hopefully its LTU 5.0, USLM4, E3, and the other offshoot programs of LTU and alos UMS.
So now we're also making 5.0 after 4.1? I'm itching for some E3 :O