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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Jake2015 - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:22 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 08:19 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: @Shannon an insight I had today so sharing here for data incase you dont get to read my journal - it could be something you already know or something to add to FRM.

My procrastination must have some roots in this of "why bother when I wont be ready in time". When I feel I am slow, that I have not the ability or I feel overwhelmed and for me I know that the root of all this is TIME, than that I feel is when my laziness or procrastination increases.

I have had this feeling of not having enough time since I was a teenager. I dont know where. I dont know how. But its there.

So in summay: Feeling of inability and a feeling of not enough time. Im sure you will say both are fears and all we have are fears but hopefully it helps for FRM v3 / UMOP2 onwards.

Thanks

The root is neither of those things. Those things are just convenient excuses that you are using to be able to procrastinate. The only thing stopping you from planning better and using that planning to accomplish everything in plenty of time is YOU. Your choices are based on these beliefs because that is what accomplishes what you REALLY want to accomplish, which is exactly what you are doing and what you have. You can always see what a person REALLY wants by what they DO and what they HAVE.

People will always SAY what they want you to believe, and DO the truth.

You want to procrastinate and do what you are doing, and then make up endless excuses for it. And that's what you are doing.

Ultimately, yes, it all stems from fear. But your ideas above are just ***** excuses. The truth is, you have the intelligence and the ability and the power to change what you are doing to overcome those issues. You just choose not to, because that's not really what you want to do.
I see. I have no idea how to change it. Whenever in the past I have I start great then fail again and fall. Energy/motivation is high then it falls and fails. The fear and anxiety I feel become stronger and take over and cause me to stop out of fear.

I was never this way until high school and I have absolutely no idea why no matter how much self intraspection I take, I cant seem to understand or locate the root cause, if that is even necessary. Every goal I have wanted to achieve I am procrastinating at and its really disheartening to experience and then to read that somehow its because I want to UndecidedConfused

Thanks for replying mate.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:15 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: @Shannon

Not sure if this has been answered but will FRM remove subconscious fears only or can it work on conscious fears. eg: subconscious whatever we dont know about that keeps us from executing, and conscious would be fear of heights, fear of spiders, social or approach anxiety etc.

It will remove ANY fear that stands in the way of you achieving ALL of the goals of the program you are running.

Quote:Also will based on the above question if it does, does that mean there wont be a OF sub anymore as it will become all part of FRM?

thanks buddy!

On the contrary, why can't I make OF based on FRM? I am going to do exactly that, if you are interested in removing ALL fears.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:19 AM)Have at ye Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 10:12 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 05:00 AM)samba99 Wrote: What is the difference between FRMv2 and FRM 3

FRM3 has one additional statement, and all of the statements have been optimized to their maximum possible given what I understand and know right now.

Quote:I wonder what would a FRM upgrade would do to the number of loops per day.

You're going to have to start using every program 227 hours a day. Sorry. Devlish

I have no idea until I run the models at the end.

227hrs/day? Impossible, but doable.

Just gotta figure out how to instruct my other potential selves from 11 different lines of potentiality to listen to the sub 24hrs per day. Confused

Or you could re-define the length of an hour, or a day, manipulate time, or any of a number of other amusing hacks.

Or we could just let the joke be a joke. Wink


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:22 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: @Shannon this awesome question was asked by @ncbeareatingman so may I ask the same in regards to UMOP please:

"ncbeareatingman Wrote:
What will be some of the things that will Make USLM3 different/better than USLM2 in addition to an even stronger version of Fear Remover???..."

Since the same exact FRM version will be in UMOP2 as goes into USLM3, the same exact answer applies.

UMOP is going to get the same upgrades from DMSI 3.3's skeleton script.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:26 AM)Jake2015 Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 10:22 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 08:19 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: @Shannon an insight I had today so sharing here for data incase you dont get to read my journal - it could be something you already know or something to add to FRM.

My procrastination must have some roots in this of "why bother when I wont be ready in time". When I feel I am slow, that I have not the ability or I feel overwhelmed and for me I know that the root of all this is TIME, than that I feel is when my laziness or procrastination increases.

I have had this feeling of not having enough time since I was a teenager. I dont know where. I dont know how. But its there.

So in summay: Feeling of inability and a feeling of not enough time. Im sure you will say both are fears and all we have are fears but hopefully it helps for FRM v3 / UMOP2 onwards.

Thanks

The root is neither of those things. Those things are just convenient excuses that you are using to be able to procrastinate. The only thing stopping you from planning better and using that planning to accomplish everything in plenty of time is YOU. Your choices are based on these beliefs because that is what accomplishes what you REALLY want to accomplish, which is exactly what you are doing and what you have. You can always see what a person REALLY wants by what they DO and what they HAVE.

People will always SAY what they want you to believe, and DO the truth.

You want to procrastinate and do what you are doing, and then make up endless excuses for it. And that's what you are doing.

Ultimately, yes, it all stems from fear. But your ideas above are just ***** excuses. The truth is, you have the intelligence and the ability and the power to change what you are doing to overcome those issues. You just choose not to, because that's not really what you want to do.
I see. I have no idea how to change it. Whenever in the past I have I start great then fail again and fall. Energy/motivation is high then it falls and fails. The fear and anxiety I feel become stronger and take over and cause me to stop out of fear.

I was never this way until high school and I have absolutely no idea why no matter how much self intraspection I take, I cant seem to understand or locate the root cause, if that is even necessary. Every goal I have wanted to achieve I am procrastinating at and its really disheartening to experience and then to read that somehow its because I want to UndecidedConfused

Thanks for replying mate.

So ultimately, you agree with me, it's based in fear. And we are going to remove that fear.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Jake2015 - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 10:26 AM)Jake2015 Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 10:22 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 08:19 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: @Shannon an insight I had today so sharing here for data incase you dont get to read my journal - it could be something you already know or something to add to FRM.

My procrastination must have some roots in this of "why bother when I wont be ready in time". When I feel I am slow, that I have not the ability or I feel overwhelmed and for me I know that the root of all this is TIME, than that I feel is when my laziness or procrastination increases.

I have had this feeling of not having enough time since I was a teenager. I dont know where. I dont know how. But its there.

So in summay: Feeling of inability and a feeling of not enough time. Im sure you will say both are fears and all we have are fears but hopefully it helps for FRM v3 / UMOP2 onwards.

Thanks

The root is neither of those things. Those things are just convenient excuses that you are using to be able to procrastinate. The only thing stopping you from planning better and using that planning to accomplish everything in plenty of time is YOU. Your choices are based on these beliefs because that is what accomplishes what you REALLY want to accomplish, which is exactly what you are doing and what you have. You can always see what a person REALLY wants by what they DO and what they HAVE.

People will always SAY what they want you to believe, and DO the truth.

You want to procrastinate and do what you are doing, and then make up endless excuses for it. And that's what you are doing.

Ultimately, yes, it all stems from fear. But your ideas above are just ***** excuses. The truth is, you have the intelligence and the ability and the power to change what you are doing to overcome those issues. You just choose not to, because that's not really what you want to do.
I see. I have no idea how to change it. Whenever in the past I have I start great then fail again and fall. Energy/motivation is high then it falls and fails. The fear and anxiety I feel become stronger and take over and cause me to stop out of fear.

I was never this way until high school and I have absolutely no idea why no matter how much self intraspection I take, I cant seem to understand or locate the root cause, if that is even necessary. Every goal I have wanted to achieve I am procrastinating at and its really disheartening to experience and then to read that somehow its because I want to UndecidedConfused

Thanks for replying mate.

So ultimately, you agree with me, it's based in fear. And we are going to remove that fear.

Thank you very very much!! This really made me smile!! Im with you all the way on this bro! really appreciate it!Yeye


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Jake2015 - 11-03-2018

@Shannon sorry I seem to asking alot but it just hit me, once UMOP works and removes the fear and procrastination and gets you motivated to achieve whatever you want to, can you add something about working hard (hard work) and working smart please?

I mean I can be motivated to work, but usually after doing a little I end up feeling so happy with myself that I congratulate myself for a job well done and thus take a break or feel I need a long break.

I need to get into that zone of successful people that when they do work they dont just stop but keep going and making all the right decisions needed and all the correct course corrections needed to make the goal happen whether they feel like it or not.

hope that made sense and again thank you for helping with your subs and efforts!


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:37 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: @Shannon sorry I seem to asking alot but it just hit me, once UMOP works and removes the fear and procrastination and gets you motivated to achieve whatever you want to, can you add something about working hard (hard work) and working smart please?

I mean I can be motivated to work, but usually after doing a little I end up feeling so happy with myself that I congratulate myself for a job well done and thus take a break or feel I need a long break.

I need to get into that zone of successful people that when they do work they dont just stop but keep going and making all the right decisions needed and all the correct course corrections needed to make the goal happen whether they feel like it or not.

hope that made sense and again thank you for helping with your subs and efforts!

That behavior leads to more procrastination, doesn't it. Meaning it's just an excuse to derail efforts not to procrastinate, and turn them back into procrastination.

I don't think you'll need to worry about that once we kill the fears resulting in procrastination as a goal.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - samba99 - 11-03-2018

Shannon is building uslm3
Please no more questions until we have uslm3 uploaded


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Dilectione - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:17 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 07:29 AM)THolt Wrote:
(11-02-2018, 08:11 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:
(11-02-2018, 07:08 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote:
(11-02-2018, 04:25 PM)Broski Wrote: Awesome news for USLM and UMOP users!! Wooooooo!

Bad news for DMSI users. TongueLol

Same shit happened before 3.2’s release iirc
Indeed. I doubt that the building of the sub will be started before 20 November. I hope I’m wrong though. Seems like there are always delays with everything the past couple years

There is a good reason for why these delays have been happening for the last 2-3 years.

The cycle that was affecting me last year and the year before? Well I was wrong. It didn't end, I only got a break of about 2 months from it before it did something I have never seen before... it came back for a 4th pass.

I didn't want to mention this because of the people who don't "believe in" the cycle and can't wrap their heads around the fact that things happen sometimes whether or not you "believe in" them.

The bad news is, we're still under that influence. Should have been apparent given the theme of failure, frustration, delay.

The good news is, it will finally be going away fully on the 27th of December. And it will be gone until 2025.

So yea, I'm doing my best under the circumstances, and that's why I am focusing so much on and using USLM so much. I can't afford to fail, or just sit and wait, and getting frustrated doesn't help.

So y'all who are getting upset because DMSI isn't going fast enough, just deal with it. I can't do anything about that right now more than what I'm doing. It'll be done when it's done. I have to build USLM3 right now.

I know it sound cheesy, but hey, take your time Shannon. Nobody wants half-assed subs, better late than sorry. I upvote you for that, make it as super effective as possible, and thanks for the free update.

You're honest and idealist (updating things free even when people discounting what you do), that's what I like from your policy, keep up your great work man, gonna wait till the day of Meowsomeness arrive (after your cycle ends)!


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - mat422 - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:17 AM)Shannon Wrote: The bad news is, we're still under that influence. Should have been apparent given the theme of failure, frustration, delay.

Shannon, no lie I was going to ask you about the cycle the other day. My job has been absolute chaos. Just piles and piles of stuff breaking, attempting to fix, more stuff breaking. E2 has gotten me through a lot of this chaos because I've been getting MASSIVE shit from everyone.

That being said I have a business trip in january around the 12th. I know you can't give a solid date, but I was hoping to be running dmsi before then. Mostly just the FRM module. I may just have to pick up USLM3 instead of waiting. Don't really mind buying it, I'm pretty good financially. Just trying to guarantee success during this show, owner of the company is gonna be there, I'm doing this on my own for the first time. Flying again, which I dislike. A lot of things at once and while I've come far with all this, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't overwhelmed.

Or if you've got any suggestions if neither will be done by then I'm all ears. I don't expect you to know the answer especially given what I've been going through at work, so I know what this cycle is doing.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Jake2015 - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:51 AM)Dilectione Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 10:17 AM)Shannon Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 07:29 AM)THolt Wrote:
(11-02-2018, 08:11 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:
(11-02-2018, 07:08 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: Bad news for DMSI users. TongueLol

Same shit happened before 3.2’s release iirc
Indeed. I doubt that the building of the sub will be started before 20 November. I hope I’m wrong though. Seems like there are always delays with everything the past couple years

There is a good reason for why these delays have been happening for the last 2-3 years.

The cycle that was affecting me last year and the year before? Well I was wrong. It didn't end, I only got a break of about 2 months from it before it did something I have never seen before... it came back for a 4th pass.

I didn't want to mention this because of the people who don't "believe in" the cycle and can't wrap their heads around the fact that things happen sometimes whether or not you "believe in" them.

The bad news is, we're still under that influence. Should have been apparent given the theme of failure, frustration, delay.

The good news is, it will finally be going away fully on the 27th of December. And it will be gone until 2025.

So yea, I'm doing my best under the circumstances, and that's why I am focusing so much on and using USLM so much. I can't afford to fail, or just sit and wait, and getting frustrated doesn't help.

So y'all who are getting upset because DMSI isn't going fast enough, just deal with it. I can't do anything about that right now more than what I'm doing. It'll be done when it's done. I have to build USLM3 right now.

I know it sound cheesy, but hey, take your time Shannon. Nobody wants half-assed subs, better late than sorry. I upvote you for that, make it as super effective as possible, and thanks for the free update.

You're honest and idealist (updating things free even when people discounting what you do), that's what I like from your policy, keep up your great work man, gonna wait till the day of Meowsomeness arrive (after your cycle ends)!

I agree and I am 1 that has and does appreciate both your efforts and your ethics, Thank you for the free uppgrades and for trying to make our fears a thing of the past!


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 11-03-2018

(11-03-2018, 10:53 AM)mat422 Wrote:
(11-03-2018, 10:17 AM)Shannon Wrote: The bad news is, we're still under that influence. Should have been apparent given the theme of failure, frustration, delay.

Shannon, no lie I was going to ask you about the cycle the other day. My job has been absolute chaos. Just piles and piles of stuff breaking, attempting to fix, more stuff breaking. E2 has gotten me through a lot of this chaos because I've been getting MASSIVE shit from everyone.

That being said I have a business trip in january around the 12th. I know you can't give a solid date, but I was hoping to be running dmsi before then. Mostly just the FRM module. I may just have to pick up USLM3 instead of waiting. Don't really mind buying it, I'm pretty good financially. Just trying to guarantee success during this show, owner of the company is gonna be there, I'm doing this on my own for the first time. Flying again, which I dislike. A lot of things at once and while I've come far with all this, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't overwhelmed.

Or if you've got any suggestions if neither will be done by then I'm all ears. I don't expect you to know the answer especially given what I've been going through at work, so I know what this cycle is doing.

I am fully planning to build and release USLM3, UMOP2, DMSI3.3 and LTU 5.5G this month. That may not be possible, because it will mean probably 12+ hour days for me 6 days a week minimum. But I am going to try.

If you want to experience FRM3.1, I suggest you get USLM3 and go to town the second it becomes available. It seems a better choice than DMSI overall for you. Besides, more time to get through the shit with the FRM3.1, and the goal being success? Sounds like a good move to me.

But you choose. I'll do my best to have DMSI 3.3 out around the 20th, or at least this month. I take it you are being affected by the same cycle? Honestly, without USLM, I would have crashed and burned already. Might be a good one for you.


RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - blth - 11-03-2018

Eta for uslm3? Is it possible to build uslm3 with raining background? I will pay the price as new product if it is time consuming