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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 08-28-2018
(08-28-2018, 02:26 PM)jonathan4all Wrote: Hi Shannon
For some personal reasons, I want to change the metadata of the files.. like your name and the title so that my partner does not know what I am listening. Is it ok or it will trigger piracy?
APC is triggered by piracy. Changing the metadata may kill the MD5sum, but its not piracy.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Funky Trunks - 08-28-2018
3.3 can't come soon enough. My girlfriend, whom I met during running 3.2 back in early April, broke up with me last night. She was my first one. Sucks.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - jonathan4all - 08-29-2018
(08-28-2018, 02:41 PM)Shannon Wrote:(08-28-2018, 02:26 PM)jonathan4all Wrote: Hi Shannon
For some personal reasons, I want to change the metadata of the files.. like your name and the title so that my partner does not know what I am listening. Is it ok or it will trigger piracy?
APC is triggered by piracy. Changing the metadata may kill the MD5sum, but its not piracy.
thanks for answering. I am gonna stay a friend's place and I don't want to share with him my beauty secret.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 06:24 AM)jonathan4all Wrote:(08-28-2018, 02:41 PM)Shannon Wrote:(08-28-2018, 02:26 PM)jonathan4all Wrote: Hi Shannon
For some personal reasons, I want to change the metadata of the files.. like your name and the title so that my partner does not know what I am listening. Is it ok or it will trigger piracy?
APC is triggered by piracy. Changing the metadata may kill the MD5sum, but its not piracy.
thanks for answering. I am gonna stay a friend's place and I don't want to share with him my beauty secret.
Just make copies (for yourself) and change the metadata on those.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 08-29-2018
(08-28-2018, 09:43 PM)Funky Trunks Wrote: 3.3 can't come soon enough. My girlfriend, whom I met during running 3.2 back in early April, broke up with me last night. She was my first one. Sucks.
I'm working on some really interesting stuff right now. It's taking longer than I would like, but it's producing valuable results.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - samba99 - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 10:45 AM)Shannon Wrote:(08-28-2018, 09:43 PM)Funky Trunks Wrote: 3.3 can't come soon enough. My girlfriend, whom I met during running 3.2 back in early April, broke up with me last night. She was my first one. Sucks.
I'm working on some really interesting stuff right now. It's taking longer than I would like, but it's producing valuable results.
Please take all your time with 3.3. No rush.
On the other hand, how are the other two subs are coming?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Zane - 08-29-2018
Shannon what do u think about (STMA+OPA) 5.5G sub? I know I am nagging about since past 365 days (Before ur cycle started).
If u ever decided to make it then 0lease make both A and B version.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 10:48 AM)samba99 Wrote:(08-29-2018, 10:45 AM)Shannon Wrote:(08-28-2018, 09:43 PM)Funky Trunks Wrote: 3.3 can't come soon enough. My girlfriend, whom I met during running 3.2 back in early April, broke up with me last night. She was my first one. Sucks.
I'm working on some really interesting stuff right now. It's taking longer than I would like, but it's producing valuable results.
Please take all your time with 3.3. No rush.
On the other hand, how are the other two subs are coming?
I'm not yet making progress on LTU or the other sub because I haven't yet found a solution to what is bogging them down. In the mean time, I'm working on DMSI and B17. Work on B17 is actually producing some stuff that looks really good, and I'm going to try to add some of this to 3.3. Presuming, of course, that I can test B17 first. I'm estimating that B17 will be ready to build within a week, and it's looking significantly promising for achieving design spec.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 11:19 AM)Zane Wrote: Shannon what do u think about (STMA+OPA) 5.5G sub? I know I am nagging about since past 365 days (Before ur cycle started).
If u ever decided to make it then 0lease make both A and B version.
It's a possibility, but not for right now. At the moment, I have to overcome what has these two programs bogged down, work on and build 3.3, finish, build and test B17, rebuild USLM-B (apparently), and build UMOP-A.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Broski - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 03:44 PM)Shannon Wrote:(08-29-2018, 11:19 AM)Zane Wrote: Shannon what do u think about (STMA+OPA) 5.5G sub? I know I am nagging about since past 365 days (Before ur cycle started).
If u ever decided to make it then 0lease make both A and B version.
It's a possibility, but not for right now. At the moment, I have to overcome what has these two programs bogged down, work on and build 3.3, finish, build and test B17, rebuild USLM-B (apparently), and build UMOP-A.
Why do you need to rebuild US/LM B? Just wondering cause I am currently running it
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Shannon - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 05:39 PM)Broski Wrote:(08-29-2018, 03:44 PM)Shannon Wrote:(08-29-2018, 11:19 AM)Zane Wrote: Shannon what do u think about (STMA+OPA) 5.5G sub? I know I am nagging about since past 365 days (Before ur cycle started).
If u ever decided to make it then 0lease make both A and B version.
It's a possibility, but not for right now. At the moment, I have to overcome what has these two programs bogged down, work on and build 3.3, finish, build and test B17, rebuild USLM-B (apparently), and build UMOP-A.
Why do you need to rebuild US/LM B? Just wondering cause I am currently running it
Technically, I don't. But there is an ASS/ART module that is turned off that some people will probably benefit from, so I'll be rebuilding it with that module active.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Broski - 08-29-2018
(08-29-2018, 05:43 PM)Shannon Wrote:(08-29-2018, 05:39 PM)Broski Wrote:(08-29-2018, 03:44 PM)Shannon Wrote:(08-29-2018, 11:19 AM)Zane Wrote: Shannon what do u think about (STMA+OPA) 5.5G sub? I know I am nagging about since past 365 days (Before ur cycle started).
If u ever decided to make it then 0lease make both A and B version.
It's a possibility, but not for right now. At the moment, I have to overcome what has these two programs bogged down, work on and build 3.3, finish, build and test B17, rebuild USLM-B (apparently), and build UMOP-A.
Why do you need to rebuild US/LM B? Just wondering cause I am currently running it
Technically, I don't. But there is an ASS/ART module that is turned off that some people will probably benefit from, so I'll be rebuilding it with that module active.
I see. I take it that module helps to deal with resistance? If so I def think I could personally benefit. Have been having some MAJOR fear and anxiety coming up over certain things. Not directly success related fears per se, but certain big fears and issues that ive struggled with in the past have sprouted up and magnified in intensity lately
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - Broski - 08-29-2018
Also, I noticed in your US/LM journal that you said you are currently working on LTU 5.5. Sounds pretty dang sweet with everything thats included in it. I actually think for my own personal goals and issues I need to work on that sub will be the best match for me out of anything offered here currently. Would there be any problem with switching straight from US/LM to LTU when it comes out since US/LM is included in it?
Thanks for your time and effort!
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3 - K-Train - 08-29-2018
Hey Shannon, I'm not sure whether this is TID or whatever but I feel it might be useful as you're designing 3.3.
Yesterday (and this morning) I experienced an almost completely lack of fear. Prime example: bad storm yesterday and lightening loudly cracked through close by and I didn't even break stride while I was in the rain taking out trash. May not be a big deal to anyone else, but it was for me. I was closing at my job yesterday and I felt so peaceful due to the lack of fear that I sat down on the floor and just took it all in. Zero f*cks given. I wasn't even concerned about my throat which I believe got badly irritated by consuming real spicy shit and has had me slightly worried for the last few days.
Got on campus today, was still in zero % fear mode (aka Ultra Instinct) but I then started doing 2 things:
1. When I saw attractive chicks I thought "I'm in a relationship I shouldn't approach". I'm not in a relationship, I was THINKING of getting into one [a relationship] with one female I'd been conversing with but she explicitly told me it's ok if I see other women.
2. The actions/routines/thought patterns that I had been engaging with for years due to fear suddenly felt foreign. For example, I sometimes get anxiety over my health so things like my throat being badly irritated would sometimes worry me. Well, because I had no fear around the irritation I kept thinking "shouldn't I be afraid that I'm not worried about anything?" Basically a sizable portion of my life had been built around fear to the point to where once that fear was gone it was like part of "me" was gone. I had become so accustomed to having fear that the LACK of fear...was causing FEAR because I was thinking of what was going to happen when the fear came back.
Concerning example #1: I know way back in V3.1/V3.0 you warned everyone who was in a relationship and wanted to keep it that there would come a point in time where DMSI was going to make such a thing extremely difficult. I think now would be a good time to make this happen because "I'm in relationship" could be a useful escape tactic.
Concerning example #2: I know most if not all 5.5G tech has a naturalizer but perhaps a naturalizer directly linked to fear removal would be useful?
PS: Related to what @samba99 said, PLEASE take your time with V3.3. We've learned our lesson by now. Take the time you need to test B17 if it means us possibly getting better tech with V3.3. There's a good chance we may not get V3.4/final for quite some time afterwards and I'm sure everyone would be more than happy to have a V3.3 that's got a full squadron of the latest tech and has the greatest chance of setting up V3.4 to (hopefully) be the final version needed.